hais luck is not by my side~ think i need to stop liao!!!
fuck! damm sway... how come like that???
btw i got FACEBOOK ACCOUNT liao~ hee like so long finally got liao cuz i think with the stupid facebook i can stay connect with all my frens easily~ hee hee~
A leopard will never change its spot... but i am a human...
real update soon!!
fuck! damm sway... how come like that???
btw i got FACEBOOK ACCOUNT liao~ hee like so long finally got liao cuz i think with the stupid facebook i can stay connect with all my frens easily~ hee hee~
A leopard will never change its spot... but i am a human...
real update soon!!
Labels: emo
|5:17 AM|
曲终人散
我终于知道曲终人散的寂寞
只有伤心人才有
你最后一身红残留在我眼中
我没有再依恋的借口
原来这就是曲终人散的寂寞
我还想等你什么
你紧紧拉住我衣袖
又放开让我走
这一次跟我彻底分手
我终于知道曲终人散的寂寞
只有伤心人才有
你最后一身红残留在我眼中
我没有再依恋的借口
原来这就是曲终人散的寂寞
我还想等你什么
你紧紧拉住我衣袖
又放开让我走
这一次跟我彻底分手
只有你知道我多喝了几杯酒
我不能再看你
多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地里你又回头
又是多一个伤心的一天
我的猪手是越来越痛
但是都比不上我的心中的痛。
我不能再看你
多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地里你又回头
又是多一个伤心的一天
我的猪手是越来越痛
但是都比不上我的心中的痛。
Labels: emo
|6:07 PM|
wow today go and open my letter box and found this~!
ho seh liao all my TP frens who saw tis please to and open ur letter box and see ok~
and register online by i donno when need to check the booklet urself wan~ ho seh ho seh we cant see everyone on 21/5 930am liao~ take more pictures okies~! :)
and too bad our slot is different with the BZE student so i couldnt take pictures with my LOVELY BAO BEI !!! oh man im sure to miss her! bao bei xin xin u dont mind if i go to your grad ceremony and take pics with u wan rite :)
2 days 2 meals. power? my mother say aiya u so fat 1 day eat 1 meal also wont die wan la :(
quite truth but this few days just dont have much appetitte to eat leh i donno why think i tio AIDS liao :(
i donno im depress tonite, mood is not good, how i wish to be happy everyday :(
我爱上一个不爱我的人
就放我一个人吧 习惯自由的灵魂
忍着痛 带着笑意轻轻呼唤你名字
明知我会后悔 却又陷得干脆
早就应该做好最坏准备
承认吧 爱过的人
你爱的人不是我 爱越多伤就越重
不是你所能了解 别怕泪眼相对
让我忘了一切 告诉我你爱的人是谁....
ho seh liao all my TP frens who saw tis please to and open ur letter box and see ok~
and register online by i donno when need to check the booklet urself wan~ ho seh ho seh we cant see everyone on 21/5 930am liao~ take more pictures okies~! :)
and too bad our slot is different with the BZE student so i couldnt take pictures with my LOVELY BAO BEI !!! oh man im sure to miss her! bao bei xin xin u dont mind if i go to your grad ceremony and take pics with u wan rite :)
2 days 2 meals. power? my mother say aiya u so fat 1 day eat 1 meal also wont die wan la :(
quite truth but this few days just dont have much appetitte to eat leh i donno why think i tio AIDS liao :(
i donno im depress tonite, mood is not good, how i wish to be happy everyday :(
我爱上一个不爱我的人
就放我一个人吧 习惯自由的灵魂
忍着痛 带着笑意轻轻呼唤你名字
明知我会后悔 却又陷得干脆
早就应该做好最坏准备
承认吧 爱过的人
你爱的人不是我 爱越多伤就越重
不是你所能了解 别怕泪眼相对
让我忘了一切 告诉我你爱的人是谁....
|5:51 AM|
Haiz.. Its thursday already.. weeks and weeks just passed so fast :( finally there is not much things to do later so i can sleep until song song gao jurong without thinking of anything.. but can i really just drop out all the thinkings and thoughts i have in my head haiz...
i think i still having hangover til now! wat a fucking nite i had last last nite.. i wan to quit drinking already!! hehe that is super impossible! sian today do nothing again and just waste my another precious day away.. no money wat can i do.. im a guy who seriously need alot of money cuz i got no money~ how i wish i could have a 20k now!!!
wish is useless~ work for it.. how to work for it leh?? i have no clue~ how i wish i can be like people who have no problem for $$$ wan everyday so carefree like applying the kotex brand carefree everyday so happy wan haiz cows narnia ehs..
i think i goin to go and sleep now! my target is sleep now and wake up at 8pm later~ how i wish how i wish how i really wish~!! ok 3 pics and im off to my dreamland haiz... how i really wish that u can be by my side right now... :(
I miss this 3 pretty especially my dearest deepest cutest tay xin xin, oh god u know how long since i met her! monkey years ago already and she is just too pretty and too cute and for such a pretty girl how can i not date her when she is free leh!! u tell me!!!
xin xin date me when u are free ok i miss u dips dips :)
xin xin date me when u are free ok i miss u dips dips :)
the left side dont need say her wan... the right side u see her pose u know she is very cute also liao.. i miss my ruru too although i know she is very hard earning money for me..
ok i admit the left and right looks very ugly :)
|7:15 AM|
Super drunk yesterday =(
Vomit and countless of vomit~ vomit til my throat feels so pain today~
woke up and drink teh o drink teh o drink liao still like hangover hangover like that
so throw face mens vomit here vomit there also forget got vomit til any people anot :D
now my throat is very the fucking pain~ head is fucking the heavy~ feeling giddy giddy :(
你对我有多重要 我后悔没让你知道
就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够远远看著
I just missed u so so much.. do you know that???
wat can i do to find u back???
im clueless...
Vomit and countless of vomit~ vomit til my throat feels so pain today~
woke up and drink teh o drink teh o drink liao still like hangover hangover like that
so throw face mens vomit here vomit there also forget got vomit til any people anot :D
now my throat is very the fucking pain~ head is fucking the heavy~ feeling giddy giddy :(
你对我有多重要 我后悔没让你知道
就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够远远看著
I just missed u so so much.. do you know that???
wat can i do to find u back???
im clueless...
Labels: emo
|4:41 PM|
ok today never tio 4d !! oh how sad~! today basically stayed at home the whole day and nite except for just now which i went to pay my bills, i think i need to lower my cable tv subscription already~ all like so much for me alone to pay narnia eh.
then played mahjong today with my mother aunt and her fren, we is play small small wan, and its also the 1st time i gao 1 5 tai mahjong~ so happy and its also the 1st time i win 1 十三幺which is also known as i donno how to explain here i think alot of people know wat is that ba.. the feeling is shiok dao si bei high~! :D then total 2 rounds of mahjong i won about *** cannot say out here wan later people thot i very rich and chop my carrot head
was looking at some pics just now and think back about the life last time, so happy so carefree, everyday and nite was just enjoyment and happiness even the beer was sweet! but right now.. life seems so dull to me, i cant even enjoy, there was no abit of happiness in me anymore, the beer i drink was so bitter til i wanna vomit out. i cant really find anything could make me happy, lagi worst i cant find people to confide with with the people surrounding me were like more worst then me!!
just now a fren of mine say she wants to marry me! haha~ it was so funny men! then i tell her sorry me is fat ugly unromantic poor useless then she says nvm i was like all the way laughing out loud loud hahaa then she keep say go work hard and she also work hard we can marry already omfg i was so really 1st time encounter this type of fucking thing which i can only laugh all the way when i am toking to her and she still sees me and ask me can u be serious anot! i really cant LOL~
but afterall everything was just a joke so dont take it seriously! a guy cannot be serious with a women cuz he will only die in the hand of the women.. a serious guy only get back a serious deep hurt
then played mahjong today with my mother aunt and her fren, we is play small small wan, and its also the 1st time i gao 1 5 tai mahjong~ so happy and its also the 1st time i win 1 十三幺which is also known as i donno how to explain here i think alot of people know wat is that ba.. the feeling is shiok dao si bei high~! :D then total 2 rounds of mahjong i won about *** cannot say out here wan later people thot i very rich and chop my carrot head
was looking at some pics just now and think back about the life last time, so happy so carefree, everyday and nite was just enjoyment and happiness even the beer was sweet! but right now.. life seems so dull to me, i cant even enjoy, there was no abit of happiness in me anymore, the beer i drink was so bitter til i wanna vomit out. i cant really find anything could make me happy, lagi worst i cant find people to confide with with the people surrounding me were like more worst then me!!
just now a fren of mine say she wants to marry me! haha~ it was so funny men! then i tell her sorry me is fat ugly unromantic poor useless then she says nvm i was like all the way laughing out loud loud hahaa then she keep say go work hard and she also work hard we can marry already omfg i was so really 1st time encounter this type of fucking thing which i can only laugh all the way when i am toking to her and she still sees me and ask me can u be serious anot! i really cant LOL~
but afterall everything was just a joke so dont take it seriously! a guy cannot be serious with a women cuz he will only die in the hand of the women.. a serious guy only get back a serious deep hurt
i hope my life will not be as grey as the sky...
i donno my darling love me the most sia... not bad.. guys.. dont jealous okies?? and i donno she is so in love with me!! who call me is a sagittatarius guy hehe~!
|3:32 AM|