Falling...
I think im falling into depression again.. notice by the things i done, the way i am, and found out that everything i do just dosent seems right to anyone, no one will notice the stress and problems i am facing now. i donno the decision that i made was a good or bad, but least stopping everything will of cuz lessen lots of my burdens. Are human filled with feelings? i doubt so.. i just hope that no 1 will ever treat me in any good or kindness way, it would really affect me. and its has really affected me very much.
tonite is just another sucking nite for me. thats why i said i hate monday, but after this week i think i wont hate monday that much already.i dont understand wat the fuck im am writing. explantion of the 5 steps of griefs now.
1) Denial and Isolation: this is the first stage where we found out that we had loss but denying that the loss has taken place, and may withdraw from usual social contacts, it may last a few moments or longer.
2) Anger: the person may then be furious at the persion who inflicted those hurt to him/her for the matter to let it happen. but no matter wat, wat happen had alreayd happened and nothing could ever stopped it anyway.
3) Bargaining: Now the grieving person may make bargains with God, asking if i do this, will u take away the loss...
4) Depression: The person feels numb, although anger and sadness may remain underneath which means it may leak to alot of case for example like thinking of suiciding, killing people, no feeling for anyone or watsoever, just pure like a man without his soul.
5) Acceptance: This stage is when anger, sadness, mourning have tapered off. the person will then accepts the reality of loss.. which i think i still cant accept the loss i have been thru..
bao bao just called me, she is indeed very good! i just tag her not long and she really gave me a call, bao bao is really very good. i promise to treat her to eat tekah and bak kut teh next time!! no choice she love tekah and bak kut teh then she love any other thing.
What am I supposed to doWith all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over
when will this night be over for me.. its just seems everlasting and no ending
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
to leave u behind hurts but to have u will be more hurt.
What do I do to make you want me
What have I gotta do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
sorry seems nothing...
I was dying inside to hold you,
i couldnt believe what i felt for you
dying inside, i was dying inside
but i just couldnt bring myself to love you...
end of story. end of day. end of ???
|2:59 AM|
我睡不着，4点多了还是睡不着。咳我到底要怎样才能好好的睡个觉呢？刚才在和朋友聊天时宝宝突然打给我和我聊天，我想明天应该能中多多了。宝宝生病起来的声音好性感啊，还是宝宝好，现在的女人都要男人有钱有车，她只要她的男人能够每天给她吃猪脚和肉骨茶她就很开心了，像那么容易讨好的女人上哪找呢？宝宝别忘了我生日的哦！黄宝宝真的是一个很好的女孩！
最后一次，相信我，我一定能把输的给赢回来，相信我。。一人嘘赌，家人受苦 :(
|4:38 AM|
Haiz its still very upset over friday nite til i cant have a nice sleep for these 2 nites. i just dont wish to go anywhere but yesterday went to my grandma birthday dinner oh and my cousin birthday dinner too. and today stay at home the whole day til just now went NTUC with my mother for shopping shopping.
this week will be a damm busy week for me.
Monday- meet thong thong, dicuss project
Tuesday- project management quiz(i knew nth abt it!), crm boring lab discuss project
Wednesday- Go xiao bai house do project with small head ling
Thursday- Hopefully by this day our whole bloody major project will complete
Friday- Judging of project. who wanna come support us?? muz wear nice nice handsome handsome wan :)
after that maybe a short celebration with my 2 little cuties pies.. and btw Friday is my cheena birthday!! then i will need to wait for the next saturday for me to rest already.
i hope to have some good sleep. tml is CRM quiz, i gave up. i hate the teacher he is not good i dont like him. oh ya project management too!
ok im still not in a good mood for thie 3 days. 10 photos up for saturday nite. im goin to sleep now. nitey panty.
1) my cousin and my grandmother, the 2 birthday girl oh no is women
2) my third aunt my mother my 2 cousins, i donno why my mother eyes is so big but mine is so small then her butt is so big and my big is as big as hers!
3) my 7 pretty cousins~ FYI ther are total 9 grandchildren, 7 gers and 2 boys :)
4) my 2 small cousin
5) my 2 big cousin
6) my big cousin holding my 2 super cutie pie small lil cousin!! they are damm cute i love them
7) my big aunt her husband and their children and my 2 cousins, i love my big aunt very much.. think i love her more then i love my mother cuz i stay with her since young and kena whack and beaten by her since young. but i still love her very much cuz she done many things for me before.
8) this pic no need says so much, me and my gf LOL. pretty rite?
9) cutting cakes, mum carrys the lovely cutie pie
10) i donno why i post this pic maybe got my 2 lovely cutie pie cousins
end of post.
|2:12 AM|
i feel that things are not getting better anyway, i still cant sleep much, im thinking much and its not good. im trying... later gonna go for my grandmother big donno how many years birthday, and the same people will come down again and same topic will be said again. i just hope to faster eat and faster go home, i dont wish to stay outside, with my mood today i think the best its to stay at home and dont go anywhere and since i have nowhere to go too. its always like that, im used to it.
on a happier note, FM09 is very fun to play.. let u see 2 screenshot that i make. this season i nv use Sir Alex Kukuson already, i use Puibabe Kukuson! so nice hor?
i can go to the press and say Liverpool Sucks thats so fun!!! then after the comment... 
man u win liverpool 1-0 so fun~! 一路上有你
苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你
痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
就算只能在梦里拥抱你....
its yet another sad day for me.
|4:21 PM|
just not a good nite for me. a bloody fucking bad nite, i guess i shouldnt have go down, but i have no choice but to go down, if were to choose again i rather not to fucking go down. its just making myself more then unhappy then anyone else, just sitting alone at one corner til 3am. isnt it great? i guess its just not right and not a good mental state for me but i cant sleep.
i have decied to stop some of the things that i have been working on, hopefully it can clear off some of my current stress, i dont like to see people telling me that they have no money and yet they can enjoy life so much, i really hate it but wat can i do, im forcing them to pay but they are giving excuses excuses and excuses, how i wish i can be like them.. just purely giving excuses and no need to sort out anything.
i really dont and cant understand wat human are thinking so hereby i conclude something and which someone also totally agree very much to me. It comes like this: When women are desperate for money, they will do everything to get it. When men are desperate for sex, they will spend everything to get it. so when a women wants money desperately they can look for men who are desperately for sex so this will make the world turn round~!
im really feeling very super down tonite, really not a good nite for me, i am predicting NOT A GOOD saturday for me tml too. and never drink so much beer with an empty stomach cb only a nite with less then 4 hours can makes me really feel very sad. its really very sad and i mean really very sad. full stop.
想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两断
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难
ya.... 爱一个人好难..... 真的好难好难, 我好想哭，我去睡觉了，
我今晚真的好难过，心事没人知。。。
|4:42 AM|
Smile~
seeing the person u love smiles its the greatest achievement u would get in your life~
ok today was a funny day for me cuz i took 2 times of cab and 2 cab drivers are like mad wan keep talking to me, 1 tell me about his life and all the roads in singapore and ask me i know how to go here go there anot so funny and stupid. the other one lagi good tell me fucked over 1000 girls before in his life, tell me wat virgin good not virgin kena fucked til lossen just like 2nd hand cars, then tell me he loves to fuck girls and many many until i have to smile to him and he seems very proud of his fucking life :D
i think that im really getting into my downfall and really fall fall fall liao.. i really hope that things will turn out well before my birthday if not i gurantee not to have a happy 21st birthday, hope things go my way now. amen ahmitofu.
and im addict to my new game FM 2009 ! wow its the only game that i got play! and buy original~ and im gonna go and play again! wee~
i wanna see u be happy, thats wat i request only....
ok today was a funny day for me cuz i took 2 times of cab and 2 cab drivers are like mad wan keep talking to me, 1 tell me about his life and all the roads in singapore and ask me i know how to go here go there anot so funny and stupid. the other one lagi good tell me fucked over 1000 girls before in his life, tell me wat virgin good not virgin kena fucked til lossen just like 2nd hand cars, then tell me he loves to fuck girls and many many until i have to smile to him and he seems very proud of his fucking life :D
i think that im really getting into my downfall and really fall fall fall liao.. i really hope that things will turn out well before my birthday if not i gurantee not to have a happy 21st birthday, hope things go my way now. amen ahmitofu.
and im addict to my new game FM 2009 ! wow its the only game that i got play! and buy original~ and im gonna go and play again! wee~
i wanna see u be happy, thats wat i request only....
|2:45 AM|
Sleepy!
emo elmo emo emo~i donno why am i so tired and sleep today~ think im too over lacking of rest hee! today nearly overslept and missed the fucking project management if my doggy didnt wake me up~! and i find that CDS is very sucking and so pls DONT ever choose PROJECT MANAGEMENT as ur CDS~!
after that stupid lesson me and doggy go tenpenis walk walk again, both of us were very hungry and something sexciting happened at the interchange as we saw 1 mad JC guy keep shouting 我在这里，我在这里 then he fight with another JC guy. (they are the so called ELITES and were fighting in the public, think they are worst then those useless gangster so dont keep saying that JC are for ELITES only please~!) throw ur father mother ah gong ah ma face only :(
then xiao bai is very cute today, she act very cute in a way that she asked me this: Eh pui pui, 虾仁炒饭有没有虾？？ i was like WTF?? 虾仁炒饭没有虾那虾仁炒饭有猪吗？？？？ ok maybe she is too hungry that she need to act cute for some foods. so we went and search around the whole TM and Century Square with nothin to eat so we landed at the food court to eat CHICKEN RICE, PUTHU MAYAM, ROTI PRATA~ as usual our tuesday breakfast is very 丰富 wan. and so after those meal she wants to pan sai so bo bian acc her go tm toilet to shit~ waited her for so long then we went to singapore post. btw she says she takes very long to shit because she 便秘 so no shit~
went back school, saw my bao bei wan wan, she is still so cute and so act 一个 act 两个 wan lo.. like so cool like that then she pass doggy her pressie, a loose powder for a loose girl like xiao bai. and 1 year free supply of dog food for her. and i counted bao bei have more then 8 pimples in her face i donno wat happen to her beauty face and make me dont feel like pika pika her anymore.
and my baobei have a new email add: askmisstay@gmail.com -> dont u think is very act 三个 already meh?? so u got anything not sure or donno u can ask her regarding is wat problem u are facing, and if u are single u can also too email her to ask her be ur girlfriend. i had already done it so hurry up before she's taken but dont think she will be taken.
after sch came home for some sleep~ and now feel tired and sleepy again, maybe dropping by NTUC later to do some shopping but i find no kaki to go with me alone feel abit boring leh~! but my house have not much food left and i need to stack up more foods :D see how im so bored tonite~~
oh ya and do some of my schoolwork! and study for this friday quiz~ and next monday quiz too! im so hardworking rite?? but people who knows me will confirm chop that i will be reading my Maxim rather then studying~ and ya i bought this month maxim and which is i think the last issue of Maxim, and maybe buy a FHM later when i go NTUC because they got free 2009 calendar =)
im so happy and delighted to know that im seeing u tml~ thats wat im looking forward tml hehehahahohohihi
|8:28 PM|
Hate Monday!
yesterday nite no no i think is today morning me and xiao bai done something very eccentric ! breakfast at 126 at 430am!! and gossip session til 6plus am before we went home! its very sexciting u know to go have breakfast with doggy.
then today lesson its at 10 til 4! im tired but cant have rest now, still got alot of things awaits me to settle, think i need to suffer another day before i can have a good rest day on wednesday. today lesson was quite boring so xiao bai posted 2 super sexy cute pose for me to put at my wallpaper :)
i think thats all for today.. not a good week!
my wish is to see u living happily everyday and my aim its to make u happy!!
i wan to print this photo out for me to pray to her hope she give me good luck and huat huat huat !!!
|8:11 PM|
WORDS
Bee Gees - Words
Smile an everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
Because that could bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory,
Let's start a brand new story, now my love
Right now there'll be no other time
And I can show you all my love
Talk in everlasting words
And dedicate them all to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say
It's only words and words are all I have
To take your heart away
It's only words and words are all I have
To take your heart away
|3:08 AM|
Wordly
Oh i stayed at home for the whole fucking day today! i do nothing today, just purely staying at home facing the lappy for 85% of my time, 5% on tv, and 10% on toilet business. i think that im very uncle now doing all those uncle thing.. die i think i might 1 day go downstair and buy 1 newspaper and go to the coffee shop order 1 kopi and sit at there read newspaper already :(
yesterday nite i was chatting with one of my fren and he ask me we really spend alot on all this shit and i replied him ya cuz men are always blinded by women and he agrees so much with me and yes a men can really do anything after he's being blinded by women. and suddenly i have the urge to eat M Hotel Buffet~! i miss the drunken prawns and the delicious food over there. i wanna go there during my birthday i hopes so heehee!
I think that man will realise alot of things when they have lost everything~ thats why i have now realise so many things and i really lost alot of things that i didnt cherish in my life before. and tml its monday again which i hate so much once again.. and im very lagging behind school time i guess i need to buck up and study and complete this stupid 3.2 and graduate from TP~!
Will u let go of someone when u realise....
1) u are not good enough for him/her eg: got other people treating her very good
2) u know that he/she got someone already
3) u love him/her more but realise he/she dont love u
letting go is better because 1 person is happy rather then the 2 parties unhappy.
holding hurts, letting go also hurts, short pain is better then long pain :(
心痛。是因为有她在心里。
不痛了，就是因为她不在了。
爱越深结局越不可能
我知道你是我最在乎的人
快乐的时光也带着满身伤痕
掩饰了脆弱的灵魂
Its just another emo sunday....
|2:37 AM|
Im so happy tonite, not today.
sometimes im amazed by humans
thats all i have to say
i hope for a better day tml
and i wan to watch
赤壁：決戰天下
when its out :DGOLD CLASS GOLD CLASS~
|5:51 AM|
i got nth to blog tonite =(
i cant smile thru the whole nite
just thoughts and thoughts
i think i should
i think i really should.......
yes i should.
i cant smile thru the whole nite
just thoughts and thoughts
i think i should
i think i really should.......
yes i should.
开心也好
伤心也好
没有你
什么都不好
|5:14 AM|
Bird-Day
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
*Due to some reaons i have to change to a new pic*
Happy Birthday to My precious lovely adorable cutie pretty lovely slutty bitchy pinkish strawberri Darling XIAO BAI BAI.
I think she's the best girlfriend i ever had since i entered TP. we can chat alot and talk alot and gossip alot under the moon and under the wear. she is very good and im so glad to see her living past her 20th birthday today.
she will always gone mad and ki siao when her da yi ma comes or coming or short i call PMS, she can for no reaons come and scold me and fucked me upside down wan and of cuz i have already get used to it.
seriously i dont know wat to say about her already cuz there are no more nice thing for me to say about her and seriously she got nth for me to say already. so hmmm ok i shall not eleborate how lovely we were already so i shall post a birthday post for her.
I think she's the best girlfriend i ever had since i entered TP. we can chat alot and talk alot and gossip alot under the moon and under the wear. she is very good and im so glad to see her living past her 20th birthday today.
she will always gone mad and ki siao when her da yi ma comes or coming or short i call PMS, she can for no reaons come and scold me and fucked me upside down wan and of cuz i have already get used to it.
seriously i dont know wat to say about her already cuz there are no more nice thing for me to say about her and seriously she got nth for me to say already. so hmmm ok i shall not eleborate how lovely we were already so i shall post a birthday post for her.
see how ugly she was before she went to korea.... but nvm i still love her dip dip as dip as how dip she love yuki wan.
see after coming back from korea with some thick thick make up makes her such a pretty girl.
really its call 女大吃大便.
and lastly, Yuki also wanna wish u a happy birthday ansd she loves u too =)
PS: YUKI LOVES U. end of post. sometimes i really hates human
hais..
i need to go and clear my C and D drive later~!
rainy nite = emo nite :(
|1:14 AM|
Wa yesterday nite drank alot again which makes me couldnt wake up for today lesson~!! jia lat really hate to have early lesson on tuesday. then headache til now. then i think my xiao bai angry i nv go sch today now sms her she dont wanna reply me le :( poor me
then today i very shock to se my tan beng wee also got blog sia. i think he is too boring like me til open blog and tok cock sing song play mahjong already. but wat he says in his blog is quite true also. think we both enjoy our sec school days alot, i think not only us all my frens we known since sec 1. i cherish these frens alot too, thsoe fun and laughters, fights and quarrelling is always very fun but now no chance to have fights and quarrel already. although alot at army be dog and pig liao but i still love them alot
tonite soccer and out to meet the people session again. tml rest again thursday is my xiao bai birtdday already. so fast i know her for 3 years already, from an ugly duckling to a pretty swan liao. famous liao dont wan me liao. i go emo liao bye bye
|4:31 PM|
Oh the channel 8 8pm show was fucking great! they talk about life and how sad some family were. i think alot of my frens needs to watch this show and of cuz xiao bai is the first 1 that must watch this type of show wan. i wan to stay at home and watch this show every monday 8pm liao!!! hais life....
today school was so tired mens, rain since 930am til 530pm all straight and weather so cool that make me so sleepy and my xiao bai too! but she's got wet and sexcited after a call lo nabei never see her like so happy so wet liao. and more projects to be done and of cuz STRESS.
and macdonald come out with new burger! super mega mega burger picture below:
shall try it sometimes this week :Dand now i have to go out to sort out funds again. hais why why why~ why i have to suffer all this thing :( now only hope she will bless me!!
Yuki Bless U
now u know where my xiao bai learn those cute face already rite???
|9:13 PM|
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Yuki and Xiao bai marriage photo so lovely dovey wanand yuki open her leg big big and showing her cb
I stayed at home whole day today~ except meeting chee chee for a meal just now.
den i find out that i did not complete all those task that were expected to accomplish.
tml will be a boring day, tuesday will be more even boring, wednesday still ok, thursday is the day that i dont wish it to come so soon!!!
ok i got nth to blog le~
Miss Grass will be coming back tml 8pm~!
|2:07 AM|
Tml Sunday Task~
-go bitch road with adrian and michael and maybe chee chee, then go pray, then go SLS see see look look.
-afternoon come home maybe have a nap or watsoever
at evening dinner then......
-Complete my Techno Assignment 2
-Complete my Customer Relationship Management Online Assignment A3
-Complete my MP Poster
-Complete my SIP Flyer
-To complete anything that i have left out.
i donno why i hate rainy nite so much, although its very cooling but it will makes me feel so emo emo wan. and rainy nites makes me think of u more and miss u more and more haiz :(
sometimes i dont like humans, they are so fake, ok i admits im fake too :) but over faking is not good leh, hope some people just do some serious reflection to their daily actions and their speech, i would choose speech cuz wat they says might just makes some cause some unhappiness between frens.
i believe in karma and i think u should believe in karma too. i believe i can regain back like last time again. and i learnt a big lesson this time round and its to ruthless in whatever thing u are doing.
i miss u i really miss u alot alot but wat can i do leh~~~~~
|4:40 AM|
Why people who done so many bad things are living much more better then me?? Is it the more bad things they done they will attain higher level of living and being more happy without any fears of dying early??
Why people who owes me so much money can relax and live so happily everyday?? they are not scare of going out to the road and somehow kena bang by a bus and flew to hit a car and drop down to the roadside and finally being crash over by a big big lorry meh?
seriously i got alot of whys in my head~ why why why~ just wonder wats with some people mind are thinking about, are they really want all the attention on them or just everyone love on them? i dont like girls to play mind games with me, makes me feel more irritated towards them. i prefer straight forward so that i dont need to waste so much time and effort.
today was not quite a good day for me, maybe is due to lack of rest. and cant have a proper sleep. and my internet is giving me alot of fucking problems. donno to hate stinknet or d-link.
tml soccer 6-8! at nite man u and assenal~ and i think i will have a pretty free nite after that.
i still have to sort out alot of stuffs by monday if not i will be in dead meat.
and to my poor tan ai ling, although i always smack ur small head but u are sick tis time so i dont bully u, faster get well and play with me. u sick no 1 to play with me le. oh ya tml nite i must complete my poster and flyer~~~ whooo hoooooooo~
and im very good student this morning cuz i printed out all the fucking lectures notes!!! no sem 7 for me please.
and pls god bless me. i need luck. not lady luck but money luck.
nitey panty.
|3:58 AM|
today finally meet up with my father again. had a long talk with him and have some very good roasted food at cheenatown with him, and durians after that, more of the talking and home swet home after that.
basically nth happen today and and im goin to sleep soon. i cant be a good person. ya a bad person will be good
|8:03 PM|
My fav Hai Xiao! Today the chao small head sent me some of his photos, i really find that he is very cute lo. dont u think so? so black wan~today actually was going to meet my father but fucked i was too tired and cant wake up to meet him! nvm tml afternoon were sure to meet him liao. then today at home rest whole day and went soccer at nite think my leg cannot take it man keep playing but its still fun compared to yesterday ha!
then after that went home and meet andrew that fucker for dinner, we order so many food like wtf also cant complete all then came back home and emo.
ok i donno wat to blog liao. brain totally blank. i miss u.
|3:39 AM|
WORDS WORDS WORDS
words words words no picture!!! wall of text only.
today woke up at 745am~ reached tt stupid lab t 830am, teacher mark me present. do donno wat stupid AOA AON AIA AIG NOA ONA NAO network which its so sucks! doggy xiao bai reached at 9:35am which is the end of the class so teacher mark her late. bless her she miss 2 lesson and cp gonna meet her this friday :)
after lesson we went to tenpenis to have blackfast, the 2 of us donno wat happen saw a yong tou foo stall, and got flies at the vege there and the 2 of us still eat yong tou foo and of cuz the end result is lao sai lo, me and she lao sai alot of times today le. then went arcade and play, not fun with my doggy. play car with her and her driving skills is very good cuz she only accident 2 times.
then played awhile we decided to eat ya kun kaya toast! shiok. wat a good blackfast we ate today! then accumulate i lao sai 4 times today and xiao bai i think 3 times today so i win her by 1 round yeah~ go back to the CRM lesson, today lesson was quite easy compare to last week, at least im not lost! and i even help doggy bai bai to do hers~ im so proud of myself :D
then jw came to fetch me and doggy bai to his house and WHOOO i can play with yuki once again, omg quite missed tt fugly cutie dog, then doggy bai says she is horny today donno why. opps i mean she says yuki is horny today not doggy bai. after jw bathed we went to marina square.
i brought my doggy bai to trim some of her fur cuz its long le. then i chop my hair too cuz was damm messy. and she paid for the hair cut today so good of her :) then we walk around and shop shop~ xavier and his gf was at ms too! but he wan gf dont wan fren wan so dont wan meet me :( he dont love me already i knew it. then doggy bai anyhow spend money to buy her donno wat again when she still got 3 at home, only know how to waste $$$ donno how $$$ is earned wan :(
then dinner i wan eat at food court tt doggy dont let cuz she thinks that food court is very cheap she wan eat those expensive food so we went to kenny roger chicken which the yuki loves it alot too! the sisters share the same liking wan. the chicken sucks. side dish was alright but i still miss the food court roasted duck rice :(
then send the doggy home, soccer with frens and jw joined us! cool rite~ next time call him play with me already. then back home after a tired nite. do some transferring of my lehman brother mini bonds then buy food for mother and now im sitting here to blog. my mother is very nagging already. i think only wan ying knows why~! sometimes i really cant stand her til i call her go marry wan ying herself. im good i know.
today i tell doggy bai abt 女人到底喜欢什么花？胡姬花？百合花？玫瑰花？all are wrong i tell u... 女人只喜欢有钱花，拼命花，乱乱花. and thats women, 女人 :(
and til just now i know why im so poor already~! becuz kenneth says that "You aren't wealthy until you have something money can't buy.." so may i ask Mr and Mrs Kenneth Chew Xiang Cheng to give me ur Hai Xiao =D
ok i think im too emo til i have gone mad and post all words and no pictures post. i still got laot to bullshit but doggy bai bai wanna sleep le so i post 1st =)
nitey panty everyone i love u. i love u~ i love u~~~~~~
|2:25 AM|
"You are the grass, and im the soil that supports you"
WAHAHAHA!!! wat a mushy and er xin phrase man!
but thats true rite miss amber joyce??
she is damm good today! i thot i got no chance to see her til next week liao and suddenly she appear at my home for dinner!! (no wonder my mother cook so much) and she deliver her virgin sushi for my mother but not me~! the 2 of them are getting more and more loving and my mother is loving her more and more! so miss grass when marry to me HAHAHAHAHA!!!
today is a very bad day for me because its a very bad day, maybe i really dislike monday!!
so i scold the small head whenever i saw her, can vent my anger on her wan very shiok~ but now ok le~ solve quite many things too!
tml maybe go chop hair with my xiao bai~! soccer at nite maybe and meeting at nite =(
I must treasure u leh Miss Joyce Chew Wan Ying!!!
|1:26 AM|
wat a nice place to go to rite???planning to go during my birthday...
a superior deluxe room...
ALONE again???
planning 18/12-22/12 thursday to monday....
any interested parties???
a self celebrating plus a getaway break is much needed for me =(
|2:23 AM|
I spend my whole sunday at home ! didnt go out~ so guai :)
but today while i was surfing some forums and got to see some people views on girls. before i start eleborating i must state clearly that its an overview of girls and not a post to condeem all the girls in the world and there are really some good girls out there i suppose....
are girls really become more and more materialistic? looking at 1 blogger her requirement for a bf is so damm fucking high standard, are girls really so high maintance or is the guys that are getting more and more useless? somehow i got alot to say and eleborate but suddenly all my thots went into blanks~ so its girls really that hard to get? surely u must have the money?? or a good future with at least a degree holder and earning at least 5k per month?
or are girls really very hard to understand their wants and needs??
or money can solve everything??
|2:18 AM|
回家
我还不明白
为什麽离开了我
没有你的电话
没有一封信
我每天晚上在这里
那里也不想去
可是我好爱你
我觉得我会离不开你
可惜我丢了你
慢慢我的眼泪留下来
be here, just be there, my love and only love...
|6:23 PM|