oh wat a day for me. today was just not my day. and i think i still cant adjust to the normal schoo life cuz im still very awake now~ dont seems to get tired and maybe im thinking alot alot alot of things til i just cant shut my kuku eye and sleep~!

so fast another month is ending soon. a new month will come after that, time pass so fast, very fast, super fast. i donno wat am i writing about. i have no plans for later leh...

i change my blogsong already~! this 1 is nicer~ suits my mood more. i miss my very good frens. they are all at ns and can only meet up with them during the weekends and sometimes i dont have the time to meet them up during weekends i feel very sad~

and i think i have no motivation in my life already. i got heard people saying abt when the owner feels sad, the dog will feel sad with the owner wan, no wonder i see my darling xiao bai so sad everyday cuz i am feeling very sad and very vex everyday.

i am thinking of wat to give myself for my this year birthday :D

a rolex maybe???????

借着一杯酒想要醉乎死
谁知伤心是愈来愈清醒
为感情来赌气　
可比遇着风台天　
心痛就像雨水拨抹离

|7:01 AM|

Thursday, October 23, 2008

there are no good guys in this world.

|8:29 PM|

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

seriously not in the same class with my 2.1 and 2.2 sem frens seems so boring. especially my stupid small head ling now she cant give me to bully le so sad. and my gay parthner gary who is so cute everyday, now i only look forward to the lectures because only at lectures i will be able to see thems and sit with them and talk. dont really like my present class, lucky its only a short period of time, endure and bye bye to TP.

this week will have a long break til next tuesday before i report back to school again~! but this 2 days its raining raining and rain rain rain til i cant go out at nite, tonite i hope to relax myself abit im just too over stress already.

i dont like people to give me wrong ideas, or empty promises now i believe seeing is believing. i see wat i see and i believe wat i see from my eyes. dont come and bullshit to me or tell me stories of whatever shit and show me nothing. results are wat i sees, talking is useless unless u are in parliament.

im saded.

|6:24 PM|

Monday, October 20, 2008

school reopens later and im just got back home after having some drinks with frens.

hopefully tomorrow will be a short day (First day of school shouldnt have so much things to study wan :D )

i must learn to make my own decision and not by wat others told me.

i dont understand girls.

they are fucking strange creatures.

donno to love or hate them.

i cant sleep but i have to sleep.

really is fuck.

spoiled nite.

and a

bye.

|2:22 AM|

Saturday, October 18, 2008

End everything is the best solution
seriously i donno wat should i do anymore
i have no clue in my life anymore
no motivation
think i just concentrate on my studies
seems like everything i done is a mistake
its been a very very bad day for me yesterday
im just too tired
and i cant sleep.

怎么了 你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱断了 梦怨了
画都还记得你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆那音乐盒
还旋转着要怎么停呢.

i hope for a better day later~!

=(

|7:20 AM|

Friday, October 17, 2008

Last week, still no outcome, i think im gonna really shut everything off for the time being already. if this continues i really dont know how am i going to concentrate with my studies. its really very stress and tiring to do the same thing again and again. im very very tired. who can help me??

|6:37 PM|

Thursday, October 16, 2008

ok new timetable its out.

Monday 8am-4pm

Tuesday 9am-3pm

Wednesday+Thursday= NO SCHOOL

Friday 8am-4pm

Tuesday abit sucks cuz cds from 8-10 and a break from 10-12.. lucky i have the toally same timetable as my darling xiao bai bai.

donno is it good to have 2 days off, but monday will be so busy very sian, tuesday need to wake up so early more sian. Xiao bai next sem we must hold hand together and work hard le :(

yesterday nite i had a super nice supper cooked by miss amber joyce :)
and sweetheart kueh, and we are having sushi feast later after her sexams.
my house bunny later. shiok shiok shiok~

tonite i must have a rest, pimples popping out :(

out.

|12:20 PM|

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

as usual stress.

dont even have the mood to fucking blog.

but still settle quite bits.

really thank u.

i really cant sleep. am i thinking too much????

fucking stress

|6:32 AM|

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

曾经在雨中对我说

今生今世相守

曾经在风中对我说

永远不离开我

多少缠绵编织成的梦

多少爱恨刻划的镜头

为何一切到了终究还是

空

---------------------------------------------------------------------

STRESS

STRESS

STRESS

STRESS

STRESS

|6:29 PM|

Monday, October 13, 2008

Tomorrow will be a fucking busy day.

fucking stress.

im really very stress.

depress.

suicide.

|5:51 AM|

Sunday, October 12, 2008

this bloody flu and cough never recover wan. i donno why. or i guess im dying soon.

sick+stress=Depress.

and i guess i really have no idea on how to get back the shit.

im really in deep shit :(

Chewy Chew Chew Yi study hard for ur exam okies~ after your exam we will go romantic together~!!!
let me intro this chio bu to u. this is Kaylene, this is my new fren, i find that she is very pretty after her makeover. she looks very mature and motherly-like :D

im still sick. when the stupid time table will be out leh~!

byebye

|5:10 PM|

DARLING XIAO BAI BAI

Thursday, October 9, 2008

omg u see!! she's the BEST not good~! from tonite onwards she will go geylang and stand everyday to help me earn 30k back~! so nice of her.. darling i know u will be tired but for the sake of me and yuki future i know u can endure wan :)

|5:38 PM|

阳光总在风雨后

Im at my wits end already. things are still very bad for me, i really cant hang on already and im goin to bankrupt by this week if i still never get any funds. i need alot alot of cash. who can give me 30k leh~ no matter how i try i will just not let all this come to an end. im sure i can pull it through but...... who knows??

on the hand im still quite happy after yesterday nite, least i had a long conversation with u once again. though it wont be as good as last time but at least i can smile happily..... u are still as good as before and im glad to know u and no regrets of knowing u.

im down with serious flu now~ fucking sore throat, i think i will rest at home today. hopefully....

i love this song lyrics...

阳光总在风雨后
乌云上有睛空
珍惜所有的感动
每一份希望在你手中
阳光总在风雨后
请相信有彩虹
风风雨雨都接受
我一直会在你的左右

ya.. 阳光总在风雨后 :)

|4:10 PM|

Reflect

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Its really very hard to find someone who will care so much for me even though im in this state now. its the 3rd week already, things are still not getting right, still not on the track, alot of unsolved problem and difficult task to do. and i think things are not getting right and even more wrong now. things are getting out of hand and of cuz i foresee more bad things to happen and predict good times wont come easily again already.i just give my best to do wat i can do and i really hope all those mess will come to an end, if not at least not to end everything which i started it so hard. i just dont wan to think so much. i hope to have a peaceful and a good sleep but i doubt i can have it. i really need a good sleep.

Tag Replies:

joyful: yups hear ur sexy voice just now u looks really sick already but u can enjoy til holiday ends le so shiok hor~!

joyce: really thank u for being there everytime when i need u. u are a really ultimate sweet 'GF' and wat im saying is the true~! study hard for ur exam and ater that we can go romantic romantic everyday already :D

kailing: yup me and my cow are all ok~ u can get my farm number from joyce ma i always sms when im at the farm. u wan order wat u just give me a call or sms lo~

kaylene: stupid small head i love ur small stupid head the most liao~!

|6:04 AM|

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

我生病了。他妈的我想应该是这几天都没好好的睡得关系，伤风带点感冒全身都不舒服，看好像要死了，只有婉莹知道我是多难受因为刚才我和她去一七鸭吃饭和狂那里的家具因为要结婚了所以要买新的家具，看了多种款式的房间和双人床，她还请我吃晚餐，我们叫很多东西吃吃到很饱！还有叫一七鸭的肉丸吃呢！她也买了一些东西回家。




然后我们就往巨人超市去买她下次要做的甜点，买完了就送她回家然后我就回家一摸，今晚她穿的很美但是我们一张照片都没拍厉害吧？她说明天我们不能见面了她要我回去耕田了可怜的我，所以明天我会去找小头菱去约会。




为什么人总是在失去东西时才会更加的去珍惜呢？有些失去的东西就永远不能再拥有了，所以做人要学会怎么去珍惜身边的人和事物。明天没事做，没得约婉莹她怕我会看腻她哈哈！果然是个笑话，好了我要去一摸了，又睡不着，咳好闹心好心烦呀~！

早安！

|6:22 AM|

Monday, October 6, 2008

爱过的人我已不再拥有

许多故事有伤心的理由

这一次我的爱情

等不到天长地久

错过的人是否可以回首

爱过的心没有任何请求

许多故事有伤心的理由

这一次我的爱情

等不到天长地久

走过的路再也不能停留

hais i hate monday especially when its also a rainy day.....

will i really have to end it like that???

我真不忍心~

|3:06 PM|

Sweetheart Kueh

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Today someone delivered a box of sweetheart kueh to my house!!
and Joyce Chew was the sweet who delivered to me!
she was really a sweet one really super sweet~!
so i treat her eat free dinner at my house.

let u all jealous of the box of sweetheart kueh she done it.
and it taste very nice of cuz!!

after dinner we sudden decide to watch painted skin at downtown which she had to cancel her clubbing date! omg so touched again, 1 nite touched X 2 already!!


and the summary of the story goes like this.....

她爱他他爱她她爱他他不爱她她不爱他她不爱他他不爱她

so basically this is the whole movie that is showing us :)


then accompany her to study as her sexam is around the corner... study stil can laugh laugh laugh wan.. tml she shall study again~!!!

and forget not she came to bedok and meet me after her work which is touched touched touched X 3 already...

its not easy to get touched so many times in 2 days wan !!

joyce is really a sweet gf~!
any guys interested in her pls let me know so i can intro u to her !!!


Nitey Panty :)

|5:09 AM|

Samsung i8510 INNOV8

Friday, October 3, 2008

WHOOO HOOO~!

Samsung i8510 INNOV8 ! im gonna get u after 15/10/2008 !

Singtel recontract after 21 months: $688 currently! with my rebate of $120 -> $568, trade in my n95 left with $168! who knows when it reaches 15th it may drop more! swee men! m going to buy it after 15/10 !!!!!!!
sexcited*

see liao also become very sexcited!!!

cant wait cant wait !

but but but i donno how to sms using samsung phone :(

|6:01 PM|

although im still unhappy over those motherfucker who cause so much headache to me once again~ they really never fails to spoil my day. promise 10pm to pass me, extend til 11pm, give stupid reason says boss at office cant pass me then waste my fucking time to wait for idiots who only loves to give reasons and reasons and reasons to hold the payment. fucked.

but lucky my 'GF' the chewy chew HAHAHAHA! really cant stop laughing after wat the taxi driver told me during the journey back home! and at least i am laughing and smiling after so many head pain. thanks to the chewy chew ying ying

You nv smell nice b4~! but u smell the nicest in my heart! - Best quote of the day!!

|3:49 AM|

Words

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Im going out to pray, way on net, and sls to walk walk now~!


"You think that I dont ever mean a single word i say. Its only words, and words are all i have, to take your heart away."

|1:36 PM|

今天喝了不多的酒但是还是又是睡不着，我每晚都不知道在做什么，感觉累但躺在床上都睡不了，一直翻来覆去的，要到八点才睡得了然后四点才起床那半天都给我浪费掉了。想代会和老妈去观音庙拜拜顺便去风水店买点改掉霉运的东西。生活真的是太不顺了！

|7:11 AM|

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

im very sad very sad very sad~

|4:50 PM|