ok today never tio 4d !! oh how sad~! today basically stayed at home the whole day and nite except for just now which i went to pay my bills, i think i need to lower my cable tv subscription already~ all like so much for me alone to pay narnia eh.

then played mahjong today with my mother aunt and her fren, we is play small small wan, and its also the 1st time i gao 1 5 tai mahjong~ so happy and its also the 1st time i win 1 十三幺which is also known as i donno how to explain here i think alot of people know wat is that ba.. the feeling is shiok dao si bei high~! :D then total 2 rounds of mahjong i won about *** cannot say out here wan later people thot i very rich and chop my carrot head

was looking at some pics just now and think back about the life last time, so happy so carefree, everyday and nite was just enjoyment and happiness even the beer was sweet! but right now.. life seems so dull to me, i cant even enjoy, there was no abit of happiness in me anymore, the beer i drink was so bitter til i wanna vomit out. i cant really find anything could make me happy, lagi worst i cant find people to confide with with the people surrounding me were like more worst then me!!

just now a fren of mine say she wants to marry me! haha~ it was so funny men! then i tell her sorry me is fat ugly unromantic poor useless then she says nvm i was like all the way laughing out loud loud hahaa then she keep say go work hard and she also work hard we can marry already omfg i was so really 1st time encounter this type of fucking thing which i can only laugh all the way when i am toking to her and she still sees me and ask me can u be serious anot! i really cant LOL~

but afterall everything was just a joke so dont take it seriously! a guy cannot be serious with a women cuz he will only die in the hand of the women.. a serious guy only get back a serious deep hurt