bao bei this is for u to see wan!!!
I had a bad dream this morning~! wow so scary til i think i cry leh narnia eh. wow really po pi the dream dont come true if not i can go jump down from my house liao! say really i dont foresee alot of good things to happen or appear out in my life in 2009, i think im destined to be loner wan =(
today staying home entirely to do finish the service report 1st~ then tml school again and another week will be gone, every week just passed so fast til we cant remember wat we done for the past few weeks.. haiz... life is just... =( what are we doing for? what we wanna achieve? i now dont even know i work so hard for the sake of who because my mother is very rich now i no need support her liao. i bring her go GIANT, SHENG SIONG X2, NTUC X2, SHOP AND SAVE in 1 week and buy alot of cny goodies and foodies but i think around half of the foodies were inside my big tummy~ u know why? cuz i paid for everything except a rice cooker! so dont let ppl have the advantage i ownself eat finish all 1st =(
i feel that life now has been more happy as i know where my $$ spent to.. at least for my family and myself and not for the minority. at least me and my mother are very happy now and my relationship with my father is still very good.. maybe grow older liao see more life makes me more treasure my parents although i did hate them alot last time =(
sometimes we might love the wrong person in any part of stages in life, people may says we were blind, they will say eh that person not worth it wan la, he/she not good wan la, he/she dont give a damm about u wan but sometimes its just our emotional and our minds that controls our everything so even we were to dig our own grave we will also finds it worthy =(
so my mother call me to look open abit =( i think she can see that im feeling very sad~ even my honey nabei can sees that i feel very sad but i donno how she can see wan.. i thot only my mother can really see hows i feel cuz she give birth to me.. why am i so sad~ wat am i sad over with? who can make such an impact in my life? if theres anyone who can control my emotion... =(
and yesterday just paid 3 bills the standard cable tv bills, hp bills, house telephone bills and internet bills nabei really very painful like tt $400 gone =( i must know where to go and sell my butt to earn $$ to pay for so much expenses now =(
haiz i donno wat to say liao.. today is not my day.. everyday is just not my day.. even the tv are showing such a sad show now how am i going to be happy =( donno what should i do =( any suggestions???
to my dear bao bei xiao ke ai act yi ge miss tay orh peng~ dont so sad le! also not 1st time A380! slowly u will used to it le.. now we have to rely on each other liao.. someone had her true love only left the 2 of us very poor thing a poor catty and a poor piggy =(
this is how i feel.... =(
感情不是靠争取的，是你的就是你的，不是你的你怎么在想也是没用的。。=(
这就是爱情。。我不想忘记你，我只想你永远活在我的记忆里。。=(
你不属于我的，我俩只是在彼此擦肩而过的生命的旅程。。=(
today staying home entirely to do finish the service report 1st~ then tml school again and another week will be gone, every week just passed so fast til we cant remember wat we done for the past few weeks.. haiz... life is just... =( what are we doing for? what we wanna achieve? i now dont even know i work so hard for the sake of who because my mother is very rich now i no need support her liao. i bring her go GIANT, SHENG SIONG X2, NTUC X2, SHOP AND SAVE in 1 week and buy alot of cny goodies and foodies but i think around half of the foodies were inside my big tummy~ u know why? cuz i paid for everything except a rice cooker! so dont let ppl have the advantage i ownself eat finish all 1st =(
i feel that life now has been more happy as i know where my $$ spent to.. at least for my family and myself and not for the minority. at least me and my mother are very happy now and my relationship with my father is still very good.. maybe grow older liao see more life makes me more treasure my parents although i did hate them alot last time =(
sometimes we might love the wrong person in any part of stages in life, people may says we were blind, they will say eh that person not worth it wan la, he/she not good wan la, he/she dont give a damm about u wan but sometimes its just our emotional and our minds that controls our everything so even we were to dig our own grave we will also finds it worthy =(
so my mother call me to look open abit =( i think she can see that im feeling very sad~ even my honey nabei can sees that i feel very sad but i donno how she can see wan.. i thot only my mother can really see hows i feel cuz she give birth to me.. why am i so sad~ wat am i sad over with? who can make such an impact in my life? if theres anyone who can control my emotion... =(
and yesterday just paid 3 bills the standard cable tv bills, hp bills, house telephone bills and internet bills nabei really very painful like tt $400 gone =( i must know where to go and sell my butt to earn $$ to pay for so much expenses now =(
haiz i donno wat to say liao.. today is not my day.. everyday is just not my day.. even the tv are showing such a sad show now how am i going to be happy =( donno what should i do =( any suggestions???
to my dear bao bei xiao ke ai act yi ge miss tay orh peng~ dont so sad le! also not 1st time A380! slowly u will used to it le.. now we have to rely on each other liao.. someone had her true love only left the 2 of us very poor thing a poor catty and a poor piggy =(
this is how i feel.... =(感情不是靠争取的，是你的就是你的，不是你的你怎么在想也是没用的。。=(
这就是爱情。。我不想忘记你，我只想你永远活在我的记忆里。。=(
你不属于我的，我俩只是在彼此擦肩而过的生命的旅程。。=(
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