i doubt i can have a good sleep today. went to CMPB this morning, it was fucking hell! i dont understand why the tv shows that like cmpb was very good but in fact their so call got very big big rank want so sucks wan.. attitude problem.. if CMPB was to train us to be pysically fit or teach us to be a man with useless brain..

ok i got PES D~ obviously cuz im so fat and ugly so they put me pending 1st.. i think they say wat my heartbeat irregular then need go to the stupid MMI then 21/4 again to see the stupid MO~ if really got heart problem i think my body really got alot of problems already. army = headache

friday nite confirm renuion dinner at my dearest bang bang house, he invited about 18 people to his house and that was like about half of our class! not bad after we left bedok town for 3-4 years already. and i am in charge to buy hotdogs! and after that i think maybe will go slack or sing sing~ since im left with such few good frens i must treasure all my very good best best frens already...

now im coming out with this issues, as u know sometimes u treat someone good with your heart but due to people heart that is painted black wan, they might not be be grateful or thankful of wat u have done to them but eventually they might be angry over something u said. enough said as i do not want to eleborate more further as i guess people will know themselves on who they are.

those that got read my blog wan~ please kindly dont be pai seh to tag me ok~ if u hate me or dislike me or whatever that is unhappy about me pls kindly leave a tag, i wont burn ur house and kill u wan dont worry. i just wanna find out the true and exactly how many people hates me or wat~

please leave ur name and tag how much u hate me, wat u hate me about, wat i do to make u so hate me or dislike me or watsoever~ thanks! sleep!

nabei 1237 tonite nv tio me ish very heart pain =(
but the most heart pain is to not hear from u when im needed u the most...

to those who are good with me in the surface but dislike me wan here is something i wanna show u to let u know how i appreciate your talent of acting skills. want act pls act full package..