donno whats happening to me today.. maybe is due the 'hangover' over those issues yesterday. and of cuz today was not good too! morning forget to take medicine and for donno why the gastric pain acts up again then have to ta han til go home then eat the medicine and rest and lucky at nite im feeling fine. but tonite seems damm sucks i donno why suddenly a down of luck so fuck care everything...

then meet up with inspector lau for the same stuff again.. this weekends not gonna relax much there still quite alot of stuffs to be complete and maybe next thursday i wanna go shop alone again for cny clothings~ giordano baleno han ten and bata liao.. haiz i feel my life is so meaningless now~ nothing to encourgae me..

and its very difficult to find someone who i can truely confide to anymore, everyone just seems so untrustworthy for me. i think i will start talking to the walls soon. i miss all my good frens who are protecting singapore in the process, i wanna meet them tml but most of them need booked in back again so next week before cny im sure to go sing with them~ singing with them are the most fun where i can forget everything and sings happily for them~!

and my darling sms me in the middle of the nite says gucci valentine day collection damm pretty i guess she hinting me liao.. i think dont wait liao faster buy 1 gucci wallet for her if not she like that sms me i will feel very pressure wan..