im super upset. seriously now i have totally no mood for anything. i dont even have the mood to celebrate my stupid birthday. this year is really very unlucky for me, whatever i do is just not right, every right thing i done became a wrong. no one know my situation and i dont owe anyone any money or any fucking reasons, i dont know how come will end up like that. sometimes i hate human, i hate everybody. i think being alone is better for me. watever celebration watever outing will be cancelled cuz i really dont have the mood. i think its better to mia again.bye

你永远不懂我伤悲
像白天不懂夜的黑