just not a good nite for me. a bloody fucking bad nite, i guess i shouldnt have go down, but i have no choice but to go down, if were to choose again i rather not to fucking go down. its just making myself more then unhappy then anyone else, just sitting alone at one corner til 3am. isnt it great? i guess its just not right and not a good mental state for me but i cant sleep.
i have decied to stop some of the things that i have been working on, hopefully it can clear off some of my current stress, i dont like to see people telling me that they have no money and yet they can enjoy life so much, i really hate it but wat can i do, im forcing them to pay but they are giving excuses excuses and excuses, how i wish i can be like them.. just purely giving excuses and no need to sort out anything.
i really dont and cant understand wat human are thinking so hereby i conclude something and which someone also totally agree very much to me. It comes like this: When women are desperate for money, they will do everything to get it. When men are desperate for sex, they will spend everything to get it. so when a women wants money desperately they can look for men who are desperately for sex so this will make the world turn round~!
im really feeling very super down tonite, really not a good nite for me, i am predicting NOT A GOOD saturday for me tml too. and never drink so much beer with an empty stomach cb only a nite with less then 4 hours can makes me really feel very sad. its really very sad and i mean really very sad. full stop.
想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两断
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难
ya.... 爱一个人好难..... 真的好难好难, 我好想哭，我去睡觉了，
我今晚真的好难过，心事没人知。。。
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