i donno wat i am doing, stay at home the whole day whole nite and just come back after going out alone walking around my neighbourhood and enjoy the wind but there no wind tonite, no star and i cant see the moon, how i wish it was raining the whole nite the whole fucking nite. maybe im alone the whole day that gives me alot of time to think and reflect alot of things then i summarise 1 thing of myself: USELESS.
donno is it because of the things that had happened to me for the past 1 month and those piles and piles of stress i am having that makes me gonna gone mad soon. i dont like the life i am having now. i feel very boring in life very boring of wat i need to do and i totally have no mood to do do do do do do do do do do do do do anything~
i need to change. im speechless. i have to be ruthless.
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