life-less
today i sleep til 2pm in school! from 10 plus i think. donno why so tired but tml really need to catch up alot of work already if not friesday cant show a shit to ah thong. and i feel that days are passing so fast that i donno wat i have done during yesterday. went to tampenis central UBO, decided to open 1 savings account from there so at least now i have a proper saving account which i have to maintain at least $500 a month~ but i see the bank account now i only have $550 lol~ no saving no money no honey~ as simple as that. (Im stucked at there for around 30mins donno wat to type out.....) seeing alot of unhappiness things happen around me this few days, seeing my good frens get hurt and get sad but i cant do much things to help them. seeing the environment now of me makes me more worry for the future, to start a relationship is not easy, but i dont understand why some people can ends it like just woke up from a dream. i dont understand how easy can they take it, is it really that easy to end a relationship and starting a new one? how can a thing called love being so easily forgotten? or those who can forgets are cold blooded animals? maybe my judgement is wrong, its just so so so saddening to see all these things happening... those who shouldnt be hurt are hurt, those heartless cheesepie are enjoying life so happily~ so is god really that fair? its there really karma? karma or kar cheng? i just really really wish to have a chance to love you... with all my heart, my soul, and my life starting from this second this moment. and thats when i love you, really truely love you .....
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