fug. so much unhappiness, who to express to? who to complain to? who to talk to? its an either good or bad idea to go back. it seems useless and not related to our workbase. fcuk it to be a slave there to endure for the sake of learning. if thats learning, then there will be no bill gates. everyone pushing blame to one another, all acting likes saints and faries, angels face that covers the wicked heart. debating everywhere is not important, doing something to salvage it then counts. speech is FOC, action is costly. being nice dont counts, none remember the goods, only keep a lookout of the bad, insulting me loud and clear in the public wont provode me, cuz in my eyes u are just a small fly that wont even let me blink an eye on you, but still u let me endure the fire in my heart.step aside and end the day with a fake smile, like how usually people treat each other. im new but not blind,if im blind,then your mother would be a bitch,your father would be a pimp, your sisters would be prostitutes lining up and standing at geylang waiting for people to fuck.donno wat happen to me tonite,just feel damm fucking angry when the clock strikes 6:30pm.its like everyone is pinpointing at me,all are finding faults,like getting into a fights or a debate session.but all seems useless. endure is the word in society,i cant possibly kills everyone who i dont like, if not singapore will have 2millions lesser population.but this is life and i was here to suffer.materialistic is getting out of hand in this society,penny win; penniless drops out of the competing circle.who likes to stay in the circle of impoverished?enough of the economic issues.everyday woke up to pray for a better day,everynite the reflect was just super negative,nothing just keep me going,its just like a feeling of being shot.so call good frens were just bullshit,all come and go without any warning,some still gave you goodbye gift filled with misunderstanding and unhappy,and there they disappear from u and ended up with another good fren of you.or tis just maybe the oppsite sex attracts and acting like a hero among the group might just be a mock for the rest and a joke of the reality.theres no reason,theres no lesson,no time like the present,u have nothing to lose,just the lost soul which is finding its way all the time.and the bastard who u all had know,may be the hero u hate, in this place, there's no sympathy,only mocking. lots of unhappiness nowhere to throw.shall stay away from bloggy.end of rants.goodbye.no update for the fucking time being.(this is just a fucking random post)
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