领悟
after a good long long sleep.. feel so refresh.. feel so happy and of cuz.. somehow to start afresh; in terms of emotionally. and of cuz resting my bloody legs.. and donno why im starting to have no appetite for food already.. coundnt eat much and because of that i kena scolding by my mother say i at outside eat full liao than come home dont wan eat.. nabuey phua chicky pie.. eat kena scold.. dont eat kena scold.. might as well die better la~
than just slack and blasting music at home.. its a good day with no 1 at my house.. playing fiaking loud music at home without any people disturb. then went soccer to sweat.. been a long time since i sweat.. and of cuz.. sweat like nobody business of soccer from 630 - 10pm ! and my lovely monkey told me something.. lets print AIM for liverfools and barce.. ALMOST IN MOSCOW ! and manu and chelsea DTM - DEPARTING TO MOSCOW ! and soccer was funny in the behind part.. where we were going to kick and just miss the pole and kena scold embarrass urself.. ok i also embarass myself many times but still score alot of times :P but its very fun to play so much sweat so much and stop me from thinking too much too.
and tomorrow im gonna be very happy.. my father coming down to find me.. lunchie together before he send me to work.. its been fiaking long since i meet him liao.. think last time i meet him is at chinese new year.. i really miss him very much.. hehe so mushy~! =)
and yesterday i took bus 14 frm orchard back to bedok.. chicky pie the total journey start frm 9:58pm and ended at 11:38pm~ fiaking.. me leg sour so take bus.. take til butt sour.. but think of alot of things.. figure it out.. and inspire a phrase out: Pool of Money, Pool of Honey. seriously i think only money can make u a good guy. so if u have a pool of money.. women gradually comes in. so why worry for girls? its not says that i cant live without women? but surely i cant live without money, or rather everyone cant live without money. i love my life now..
and tomorrow after work im gonna meet the lengendary small head ling ! and im gonna smack her small head ! and maybe at nite for a supper with anita the mo gu ta tou.. 1 small head 1 big head.. so fortunate.. both can smack ! and whack ! ok im a pervert..
i was thinking.. when someone says 'hey u are a really good person, a nice person' its just a pure entertaining or a real compliment from their heart. everyone say saying everyone is very good.. but if everyone is good.. then who will be the bad? if everyone is so good.. than newspaper everyday will report good news and not bad news already.
then i was thinking again.. think i got alot of thinking tonite.. and bladdy hell i blogged for 3 hours already and im still typing nonsense.. wat if 1 day u were wanted by the police and they are arresting u.. wat would u do? let them catch u and face the justice or u will choose to die and end your life?? i think i will choose death.
ok enough of the nonsense.. its time to sleep! left with merely 8 hours of sleep only.. and 8 hours of standing tomorrow. fcuk it! and its MAY! i have lots of frens whose birthday is on may.. guess its a burn in my pocket for this month!
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你
再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
ling send me this pic and i guess.. i will have no chance to say this out.
ok enough. 2:15am is not a good time to emo~
finally awaken from the dream
a happy ending dream
woke up to face the reality
thats why i say
there are no happy ending in this world
joy dont u agree with me???
( i purposely put ur name big big here to u so u can answer me :P )
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