Distinguish
today internet infrastructure paper was totally screwed up~ needless to say.. just need to move on for the next fu*cking paper which is call killmethod.. kill so many paper already and its still killing.. haiz.. just pray that everything ends smoothly... killmethod, pecons and marketing and 2.2 says bye to me =)
sometimes.. i am thinking.. am i that useless?? or worthless?? am i destined to achieve nothing in my life? even someone who i like?? i also know that im not worthy for your love or rather.. worthy for your time to spend on me.. but nevertheless.. all this wont stop me from going on.. even though i know i will fail but at least i try so there shouldnt be any regrets and everything will be just a part and parcel of life.. everything will still be the same at the end of the day and just guess that im just the least significat who could not bring any significant sparks in your life.
in every prospect of life.. i learn something; and i know that it could come handy when i really step out into my next part of life.. the cruelty of humans, the negative side of humans, the bad side of humans.
just trying to be myself.. no point acts as another character in my life
and this is just a random post...
just some bullshitting post from me :)
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p/s: A thanks from you really marks a very significant milestone for me and i really feel very happy inside me and u just brighten up my day again =)
so cute :)
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