Ignorance Kills~

2009-08-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

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SHIFTED HERE!!!

EAST HOUSE DONT BEAT BEAT WEST HOUSE LIAO !

2009-07-24T04:33:00.001+08:00

CAN BLOGGER PLEASE SOLVE THIS PROBLEM~! I CANT BLOG LEH~ WAT HAPPEN ???

2009-07-24T04:33:00.000+08:00

CAN BLOGGER PLEASE SOLVE THIS PROBLEM~! I CANT BLOG LEH~ WAT HAPPEN ???

2009-07-19T13:13:00.001+08:00

after 5 days of torturing and self quarantine finally my fever + flu + sore throat is gone~ hmmm sore throat still have and so happy to see me temperature is around the 36.3-36.7 region liao no need take so many stupid medicines at 1 time~ so long long time never sick liao tis time round suddenly sick is very painful and very awful everyday just feel like sleeping and wake up eat abit and swollow 5 types of different medicine it was so omgwtf AWFUL~

somehow feel that sick also good~ no appetite to eat anything no energy togo out = save alot of money whahahahaha but now recover liao my mother says now everyday she die die will force me eat 2 types of vegetables per day and 2 different types of fruits excluding DURIANS~! its quite a torture too but for the sake of me so bo bian lan lan have to eat lo....

tuesday gonna go to CMPB again to see the MO again~ hopefully this time round i will get my pes status and faster get my enlistment date and vocation and hopefully there will be good news from them hehe and hopefully my lao bei is free and he can send me there and send me home then i can save the cab fare again haha!

i like this ah boy very much~ he is very cute! its frm a new up coming movie call UP lol.. saw the trailer while watchin ice age 3 and tis ah boy is call i forget his name liao but he just very cute~ and the movie is in 3D wan so muz go and watch..
now so many movies all in 3D liao even the final destination also in 3D! im their fans so the final destination also muz watch and the new up coming jack neo stupid horror comedy also muz watch wa so many movies to watch hehehe

let me show u the world's prettiest most cute and..... most...
stupid dog the little princess~ wow long time no see her liao she still as usual cute to the max wan but she still stupi stupid wan cuz she like very blur as blur as her owner wan ying hehe just simply love the dog and her owner to the max max~

if time could go back to 2003~ everyday without worries except money, now 2009 everyday have to worry about this worry about that and of cuz still have to worry about money, some people at the age of 22 had already achieved alot of things but i think i still achieved nothing in my life very sad case.. why?

-No income (most important)

-No car (no income of cuz no car but got car license next time can be taxi driver)

-No House (1 pathetic 3 room flat consist of 7 people hahahaha)

-No Savings (i got 3 account POSB, UOB, OCBC haha but only POSB no need deduct $2 every month cuz got the army but UOB and OCBC every month is deducting $2 until they very shiok~ up til date from monday i see from my 3 bank i got a total of less then $25 of assets hehehe cool anot?)

No aim (donno wat to do for my life after NS~ can do wat cannot do wat have to do wat like totally no cluf for my future hehe)

No Girl (this 1 least important wan cuz i see money more important then girls maybe im gay or wat but im not that into girls because in my eye nothing is more important then $$$ cuz i dont wan to die in the hand of women i rather die for money hahahaha)

so wat have u achieved in ur life til now????????????????

and yesterday when i go out i tio BIRD SHIT ! HUAT AH tio bird shit means tonite will tio 4D liao~ tio small small $20000 i also happy already ti gong po pi ah~ tio liao will go charity wan ah~

ok my lao bu is going to tabao foodies back for me = i can save on the food $$ again hehe dont say that im stingy im just trying to save money~

a chat with my bbww few days ago~ she is forever so cute in replying me thats why i love to chat with her.. gonna see her tis week for our chicken outing.

ok thats all folk~ bye bye

2009-07-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

was very sick since tuesday~! donno why suddenly got fever sore throat and flu~ whole body is hot like fuck yesterday bei ta han liao go see loctor then take temperature is 39.2 degree then lucky is say i no H1N1 so gave me alot of medicines and i must stay at home and rest if by saturday still not well sunday have to go back again haiz.. now my head is giddy like fuck

fuck i go sleep liao

2009-07-09T03:01:00.000+08:00

thats women~ thats why we man can never understand what they are thinking every seconds.

2009-07-08T02:26:00.000+08:00

oh my stupid blogger can post pictures up already, sadly to say, our chalet cum BBQ plan was cancel due to many reasons the main 1 is because we dont wan people to accuse or assume or agreed that we were OUT to CHEAT their money, oh please i can easily earn $50 in a day so cheating of ur stingy $50 is not in my plan for the chalet, our plan was to let everyone come and enjoy the best of anything we can give to so as to enjoy as much as we could, CHEATING OF MONEY had NEVER came across my mind because if wan CHEAT i also CHEAT thousands of thousands what for for a $50 i really dont understand ok full stop.

but nevertheless, we plan to go overseas for a getaway probaly this month end~ think we should be going hong kong, taiwan or japan with adrian and chee wee, and out leader are still planning about it so lets shall see how ba~

today go back hospital take my stupid repork~ confirm is no good news wan so i dont wanna elaborate more here also later people thot i got AIDs of watsoever hehe~ think im gonna get my army pes status soon and soon im going in to sit already lo~ so fun~ later swim with chewy gum at 10am~ but i feel very awake now

this is my new bff~ limmy is her name. she is very cute. she got no pimple. that thing pop out wan is her mole. hmmm nth to say about her already k thank bye.

sat attend ben and eugenia ROM~ so fun cuz i get to see the little xavier he very cute i like him and i like baby very much cuz they are very cute :)
and those good fren who i didnt stay in contact for quite awhile also came~ so fun that day, now waiting for his wedding dinner liao :D

2009-07-02T03:48:00.000+08:00

just now saw a very happening scene at bedok mac with adrian, we saw 1 mad guy, confirm mad wan shouting the mac worker for 'throwing' his double cheeseburger on the floor and keep shouting as thou the macdonald is his lao bei leave for him wan.. the only thing we will remembered is he said this: DONT EVER TOUCH MY THING !!! he wore a 4 SIR t shirt and from the incident and seeing him get so agitated we can infer that maybe his wife kena up by another guy becuz frm wat he said DONT EVER TOUCH MY THING we can feel the anger and perhaps we can feel wat he is feeling cuz maybe got other guy go up his wife then he become mad wan :) ok end of story.

today no tio 4d :( hope for tml toto liao :(

why i cant publish any pictures ah??? fuck !

2009-07-01T06:54:00.001+08:00

haiz sian~ today is the 1st liao.. everyday is looking forward to the pay day~ 1st day of the month is always feeling the best, everyone will be so happy tml cuz they will get their pay and of cuz the GST credit that the government is giving us~

i seriously donno why some people are just so stingy over money, ya money is very important to everyone but if everyone gone to the stage that are so stingy and so reluctant to part with their money then really life is very dull already, just something happened and was quite pissed off..
i really hope that it would be a success for us to hold the gathering without fails or anyone who are not interested just jolly well says and stop saying its very expensive.. please..

ok back to topic~ while i was browsing my FB just now(which is quite addicted for me now becuz its very fun!) i saw a girl which i finds that she is quite pretty haha! and my ruru is very cute~ "she chio meh?" but i personally finds that she is very pretty and her smile is very nice hehe!!!

tml is wednesday its big sweep day! hope all huat chai~! and of cuz can tio 4D so i can sponsor the whole chalet event then can invite all the stingy stinkers~!

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smile an ever lasting smile
a smile can bring you near to me
don't ever let me find you gone
'cause that would bring a tear to me

this world has lost its glory
let's start a brand new story
now my love
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

talk in ever lasting words
and dedicate them all to me
and I will give you all my life
i'm here if you should call to me
you think that I don't even mean
a single word I say

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

it's only words
and words are all I have
to take your heart away

if words could take your heart away :)

2009-06-19T03:48:00.005+08:00

什么债都能欠就是情债不能欠，
情债是一辈子都还不了的东西。

should i really start everything again from 0?
put back all those things behind and start afresh..

2009-06-18T05:04:00.000+08:00

BOOK-ED !!!

we are gonna to watch chanformers on next wed nite!
cool rite advance booking of tickets cuz we ish typical singaporean wally kiasu wan cannot blame :)

anticipating for the movie of the year!

2009-06-16T04:12:00.001+08:00

“狗改不了吃屎”

尖沙咀洪兴金牌打手太子哥
西九龙重案组高级许督察
洪兴铜锣湾扛把子恐龙哥哥
波澜街八朵猫十三老鼠
三联帮没内裤堂主山狗

boom boom pow~

2009-06-14T05:14:00.000+08:00

Today i went to buy my fav magazine back home to read some reviews and looking on some new gadgets when i am shitting in the toilet~ let u see my fav magazine!!!

just remember that i caught this stupid bear last week at east coast park and it cost me alot to catch this cuz i cant catch another wan!! went with andrew the chao kuku kia and pris..

the bear cute?

and yesterday nite we meet all the best kakis out~

Tan Beng Wee (think is to celebrate his ORDinary day)
Koh Chee Wee
Michael Chia
Andrew Tan
Pris Tan
Adrian Chew
and
ME !

total 7 people meet at tampines 1 then went to the new shopping center at bugis call wat lin na ma wan to have our dinner at the wat man hat ten fish market then went to downtown east to watch movie~ actually wan to watch drag me to hell but... someone says watch land of the lost so we watched... in the end we were really LOST~! nice movie thumbs up for it :)

while waiting for the movie to screen we went to play the arcade and play pool and seriously we didnt laugh til so fun since secondary school times and its really very fun and of cuz had alot of enjoyment with those guys how i wish that everyday can be like yesterday cuz it was hell lots of fun and i could just throw away all those problems i am facing while im outside with them...

and damm i posted here become so small til cant read the words~ nvm i got the full resolution picture of it and im ready to marry joyce chew wan ying as my lawful wife anytime when she nods her head cuz i get full marks for her quiz!!

and its still the 1st quiz i got 100% leh siao siao~ JOYCE CHEW u cant escape from it liao ok???

=)

我说去亦难留亦难
怎么办
有些话只能偷偷拿出来
纪念遗憾
我说爱亦难恨亦难
分作两半
有些人注定和寂寞相伴
有些人注定只能作伴

=(

2009-06-12T03:24:00.001+08:00

sian nth to do come and blog~ today is such a fucking day! donno why my temper is getting more and more jialat nowadays~ even my mother also say she scare of my temper now.. every now and then just wan to whack people and of cuz i did whack someone just now but really is due to no choice wan maybe is too stress over everything already.

loan shark still come and splash paint again but this time they splash my neighbour again~ now my unit is famous in my block already, everyday giving me those stupid thing to care and to do which i had already so many things to do everyday already. really is fucking hell why not just end all thos hell lots of shit??

last time also wont so easily get into quarrel or fight leh how come now is really so jia lat~ donno is cuz grow older liao more got balls or wat~ people around me just like to give me more problems to settle and they really thot me is superman like that given my this age i surely cant accomplish so many task given to me wan ma they just dont understand,

think go back to the school days is better~ everyday free and easy no need think so much now grow up liao have ot handle and take care of so many things and seeing my bank accounts are depleting so much til all my savings were 98% gone and just now went to UOB OCBC and POSB the total amount i had in these 3 banks were really very jialat think if this still goes on i relly have to close 1 or 2 account already kan nin na eh!

when then i can stop to think about money 1 time? my brain are fill with $$ only.. and theres nothing my brain can think about, im seriously very tired of all this things i am going through now.

我找不到　我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要
知不知道　若你懂我这一秒
我想看到　我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠
紧谨守牢　不敢漏掉
一丝一毫　愿你看到

bye.

2009-06-09T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hi Im back~ i have been neglecting my blog for my Facebook hehe~ but i got lots to update but donno where to start with already~ think can forget about wat to update and start with wat im thinking about now~

life has been quite boring cuz im still waiting for my NS letter~ i see many of my friends goin to jail already~ i also wan to faster complete the 2 years jail~ so fast my chen ming wei is coming out in abt 4 days time and so fast all my good fren served the nation for 1 year liao~ and the fucker pervert is very happy when he sees us go in sit wan~

i will come back and blog when i have any thoughts~ now is time to sleep again :)

2009-05-29T04:16:00.001+08:00

FACEBOOK IS SO FUN !
I WAN TO UPDATE BUT NO TIME!!
I GOT NO $$$ ALREADY

2009-05-25T05:17:00.000+08:00

hais luck is not by my side~ think i need to stop liao!!!

fuck! damm sway... how come like that???

btw i got FACEBOOK ACCOUNT liao~ hee like so long finally got liao cuz i think with the stupid facebook i can stay connect with all my frens easily~ hee hee~

A leopard will never change its spot... but i am a human...

real update soon!!

2009-05-24T16:42:00.001+08:00

sorry guys~ im quite busy lately and i will update asap~! and i will go and register for FACEBOOK already hehe no choice liao cannot lag behind time!! lots of update to do!

Happy birthday to my michael chia and chee chee~

and not forgetting my precious HUANG BAO BAO too~
19 years old liao muz be guai guai okies :)

and to pris, my deepest condolences to your family when i heard about your news, u gotta by strong and i believe your father will be watching over your family in the heaven, take good care of yourself...

UPDATES SOON~~~~!!!!

2009-05-16T17:34:00.000+08:00

Hi Im back after missing from my blog for so many days :D

Firstly i wan to wish my lovely cute adorable princess a happy 2nd barkday~ so fast she is 2 years old liao the fat stupid dog~

Picture credited to Miss Joyce Chewy Chew Wan Ying for taking this pic so cute and princess is really getting fatter and fatter i like it hehe~ got time muz go see see her liao if not she will forget me wan...

Next few days the planning will be cutting my hair go and buy a tie and prepare for the graduation ceremony, really damm exciting over it when i talk to sherry on msn and both of us were like so crazy wow wow i think its sure to be damm fun and exciting to see all my poly mates again hehe~!

And this picture is credited to Miss Joyful Girly Tan Kah Ying
nin na bei u chao cheesepie always meet other boy boy not scare i jealous is it??
dont u wan to meet me meh??
dont u know i miss u very much meh??
ok btw heard her voice yesterday nite and found out that she is sick.. my poor darling.. just work few days and got sick already.. she is really born not to suffer wan always got guys around her taking care of her and giving her wat she needs and 1 example is me lo who treats her so good wan and never regret to treat her so good cuz she is very cute...
(i sound so fake...)

and im so sexcited for tml Singapore Airline Cup and the Krisflyer Cup that will be held at kranji turf club but too bad i cant go there to watch live but i will stay at home to watch the live horse racing which will broadcast live on cable tv and of cuz to see the Singapore best ever horse produce the ROCKET MAN~! and of cuz RICOCO for the Singapore Airline Cup~
so sexcited to see them running and hope the singapore representative and do us proud for the international horse racing :D

i dont likes quarrel, quarrel will not bring good luck and i know when a person is feeling mad his luck will not be good so i have to smile and be happy everyday regardless of who or whatsoever to come and find me troubles... all i need is $$$ now~

CHIO BU TO SEE AH~!
PO PI TONITE TIO BEH PIO AH~~~

HUAT HUAT HUAT AH~~~!!!

:D

2009-05-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is Vesak Day, Today is Mother Day, hereby i wanna wish all the mother a very happy mother day~ your unconditional love for us and upbringing to us is priceless and lim bei at here hope every mother will enjoy this day

Yesterday went to celebrate Tan Wee Tat birthday in advance cuz he is going to thailand for his donno wat training again.. he is our elite and he is the 1st to go last to come back wan. We went to No Signboard at ECP to have our dinner feast, got the birdday boy, his gf, me kow kow niao niao kong long and joe. A simple yet very expensive dinner! Total $374.30 for the dinner.. really is very elite dinner...

then my kow kow is very cute everytime like to do things that normal human will not do wan so i salute him very much.. he is so cute wan just look like the rocket man... then eat liao went to enjoy the wind awhile before we went to have some pool session and watch liverfool match before we go home..

and today i dream of something very sweet~ so lovely and i just wish i will not wake up and just stay inside the dream forever but still need to wake up to work.. but the dream was super sweet and i just love it but.... dreams are always opposite from the reality world :(

if every nite i could have such a nice and good dreams.............

i caught this cute monkey on friday when i go ECP... i wan give this to my precious monkey cuz they look super alike :)

i caught this mi feng yesterday~ so cute wan.. and tan wee tat use $10 catch 3 toys nabei wan....

haiz... i miss u so much......

2009-05-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Vesak Day~!

Today wake up early eat chicken rice liao i tidy my praying table and clean up those buddha and light up joystick and pray pray for better luck, better health, better gf...

po pi huat huat ah~!

shoulder bandage taken out~ can see the different from both shoulder.. and still pain and difficulties to get to sleep cuz i cant turn left i can only lean right so poor thing~ then yesterday meet tan ah beng the chao ah beng.. he going to ord liao then he say he come out nth to do then i recommand him to be my ginna aka my xiao di aka my ka kia so that he can help me whack chewy when i see the bird not happy...

then when to pak abit of pool with beng beng and with my handicap shoulder i still manage to win him make him pai seh but still very fun with him then i go catch toy i use $1 catch 1 monkey but no time take pic of him so will blog abt him when i took his picture.

so fast my blog is going to hit 30000 visitors liao~ although mine is only a lousy bullshit blog but still got ppl come in read i feel so happy~ and my blog is not like other people blog to earn money wan.. my blog is strictly saying my life not to earn $$$ by cheating people to come here and read wan~!

lai lai treat u all eat abalone for supporting my blog these years~! :)

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易
所以没有经过允许就把你放心底
直到后来有一天你和他走在一起
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息

emo emo emo...

2009-05-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

曲终人散

我终于知道曲终人散的寂寞
只有伤心人才有
你最后一身红残留在我眼中
我没有再依恋的借口
原来这就是曲终人散的寂寞
我还想等你什么
你紧紧拉住我衣袖
又放开让我走
这一次跟我彻底分手

只有你知道我多喝了几杯酒
我不能再看你
多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地里你又回头

又是多一个伤心的一天
我的猪手是越来越痛
但是都比不上我的心中的痛。

2009-05-08T03:59:00.000+08:00

before i start: see my favorite bao bao is so nice to me!!!
thats why i say bao bao is the best girl i ever known, cuz she very cute and she likes to put her drink and place it at other people tray without their permision wan :D

Hello~ Yesterday soccer was damm awful because this time i hurt very badly on my shoulder, til my parents kao pei kao bu me already, say i go there is play soccer or give people beat wan :( i know they care for me because just 3 weeks ago i hurt my left ankle and yesterday my shoulder injured, pain thru the nite and cant had any decent sleep.

today meet my lao bei i complain to him the pain then he bring me go 拳器道 to see doctor then the doctor ask me is it went for a fight and injured wan.. then said that the bone that connects my shoulder and hand was injured and need to do the dui na, but my mother is ang moh pai wan so she wan me to go hospital to do x ray of my shoulder if its does not recover by monday. haiz.. can i say that is im too sway or people just dislike me :(

so my shoulder muz be rested well for the next few days, now i move my left hand also can feel the pain~ just like a handicap without anyone to take care of me :( just pray that my shoulder is not much a big problem for me and will recover fast if not the 2 old people will nag nag nag liao...

ok OT awhile~ this few days as usual do nth except finding ways to find much more money cuz is really broke til cannot broke liao.. on the happier note~ barce won yesterday in a very funny and sexciting way and they will meet man utd in rome 27/5 and i guess it would be a very nice final to watch

日子一天一天醒来
我一天一天徘徊
面对这份感情的债
或许沒有该与不该
无论爱与不爱
痛过的人自然会明白

2009-05-04T05:33:00.001+08:00

Hello~ friday was a good labour day because we meet up again for our soccer session~ i think this is surely muz be a weekly event where all the friends gather for fun and laughters. and of cuz we still continue our winning streak with our dream team and perhaps we were too strong for our opponents hehe

i guess it will be doomsday for me soon because i got so many things to do and so many debts to clear which i still donno how to clear~ very head pain wan haiz.. think it would be a very hard week for me already~ work so hard also useless.. life is so sway so unlucky..

not much things happen to me this few days only thinking whether to die anot.. if die must go which mrt and jump already :( haiz.. life seems so fragile and so meaningless to me :(

my darling is having such a good life~ BMW life.. i know she says this because she wan me to work harder so next time i can buy BMW 525I and drive her around.. STRICTLY she is not materialistic ok! this 1 is to make me work harder in life i love u jia ying

AND TO MISS KAYLENE TAN AI LING! I KNOW U LOCK UR BLOG AND DONT WAN TO LET ME GO READ LIAO BUT NVM I STILL WILL LOVE UR SMALL HEAD EVEN U DONT PLAN AND INTEND TO LET ME READ UR BLOG ANYMORE, I UNDERSTAND THAT AFTER OUR POLY YEARS U WILL DO IT WAN, ITS JUST SOONER OR LATER U WILL BLOCK US FROM UR LIFE TOO WAN BUT..

I STILL LOVE UR PRECIOUS SMALL HEAD WAN :)

2009-05-01T05:12:00.000+08:00

today i meet my father~ he 1st time say wan take photo with me~ omg i also wan tell him i wan take photo with him! when i grad liao 1st thing is go find my father and take pic with him! i love my father and i love my mother! mother day i hope to give her a suprise! i decide to do something which i never done before! hope she will like it!

then today i went back to TP i saw alot of my good lecturers who guide me along for my past 3 years! joke and tok to them, collect my graduation robe~ then i go meet zai nan and my fav girl of all HUANG BAO BAO~ omg she is still as cute as ever and as pretty as ever but she put her drink at my fren tray as if its her own tray like that lo~ 21/5 ! graduation day! 12/5-> VERY IMPORTANT DAY !!!

hais tonite im so unhappy~ although i got cordon bleu to drink~ but i saw someone who just look like u and everyone are saying~ everyone is so nice in that place~ everyone there treat me very good and i got to know a very pretty girl who resemble quite much with her... omg~ haiz...

常常责怪自己当初不应该
常常后悔没有把你留下来
为什么明明相爱到最后还是要分开
是否我们总是俳徊在心门之外
谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排总叫人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白你仍然是我不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来有多少人愿意等待
当懂会珍惜以后回来却不知那份爱
会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来有多少人值得等待
当爱情已经桑田沧海是否还有勇气去爱.....

有多少爱可以重来有多少人愿意等待, 你愿意等我吗？？爱你的勇气已经没了，连想真心的去爱一个人都没勇气了，如果你能看到我的心，如果你能了解我，但是什么都太迟了，我已经失去你了，都已经无法挽了，但是我的眼泪都是为了呢而流了。。好久没哭了，今晚我真的真的好伤心。。

2009-04-27T18:30:00.001+08:00

out of the sudden i smell christian dior j'adore perfume smell from my house, then i heard the same old song that u sang to me, and i am viewing of the photos of u and suddenly i just miss and think of u so much and how i hope u think likewise too, your laughter, your tears, your joy, your anger.. its just seems so irreplaceable... hais.. sometimes in life i donno why we have to live in agony everyday, i just feel so sad yet i just cant do anything, tell me wat should i do?
life is just never fair enough

2009-04-27T04:02:00.000+08:00

Basically doing nothing much this few days~ its just the same old things i have to do same old thing i have to answer to people. this week i have been playing soccer on mon tue wed and sat ! very fierce rite? so fat still play so many times of soccer = left ankle injured, left thigh abit hamstring, right leg bone injured. thats all i know and like super over tired over yesterday match because i played and i think me and my frens played very happily~

quote from the GODFATHER blog~ our uncle team thrashed people 8-0 very shiok win water win money to go supper at 85 at nite :) i think we played like when we were in the secondary school days.. but monkey didnt join us cuz he cant booked out on time saded~ hope to organise soccer of our own people every saturday so we could play and enjoy like secondary school days...

then went to 85 eat and simpang to watch soccer~ man u losing 2-0 at HT.. but win 5-2 at FT really is shiok! everyone at there clapping for man u and shouting GOAL!!! it was a really very happy moment for all the man u fans! and of cuz i just like the feeling of so many true friends sitting down together and joke talk cock and laughter among each other, this feeling can never ever be found again :)

hopefully tml starts a new week and i have lesser stress to deal with

阳光总在风雨后

2009-04-22T18:49:00.000+08:00

今天就是不知道为什么那么难过，心里就是很不舒服，也许我想太多了，或许我什么都没去想而那些开心的片段又仿佛又在我的脑里飘泊着，也有可能因为这几天都没什么好好的睡个觉，当我找不到你是我是如此的伤心难过那么渴望的费劲的去找你，但找到你之后又好像不是一件好事也许对你那不是什么大事让我觉得我们就此结束了。。

咳今天和老妈去吃鸭饭，昨天和我老爸吃鸭饭，鸭真好吃！真高兴今天又有的踢球了！从星期一踢到今天，我想今天也是这星期最后一次踢球了，要给我的左脚休息休息了不然要变得猪脚了。今晚也要好好的在家休息了呆在家也好不用花钱那么爽~

有时我不明白这世界为什么会让我感到那么多伤悲，我不知道相爱的两个人留不住一个褪色的诺言，还记得那是的诺言我们都给彼此的诺言，我不知道这是你的藉口还是我把爱想得太天真，我不了解天长地久要用这么多的寂寞来等，是你让我的心痛一天比一天深的，所谓说的最爱最恨都是你，如果不那么爱你我想我也不会那么的恨你了

美好时光总是太短暂，如果时间能够久停止在我们所相遇的那时候那该多好啊，现在我只想告诉你我会一直爱着你，实现你的希望，疲倦的时候想着你就擦亮我的梦想，我会永远爱着你不会让你失望因为你的爱是温暖我的力量。。咳。。什么都没了。。

这只笨狗要生日了她要两岁了我看到她就很开心因为她很可爱很美丽！
我也不知道还该说些什么了，说什么我觉得都已经不重要了，
就请你跟我说爱上你是一个错吧
我爱你。。。

完。

2009-04-21T04:00:00.000+08:00

not good for the past 3 weeks~ so many bad things happened! and of cuz my $$$ keep saying bye bye to me i donno why kan nin na ehs~ tml got time ish muz go pray ask ti gong po pi me liao mens! and tml im goin to get my PES status liao omg so anxious! donno ish will tio si mi kuku PES status.. then ish can wait go cut botak liao lo~

that stupid Miss J dont wan see me liao i tonite very sad so pardon me for my emoness ok :(

hais tml planning is to meet my lao pei after i get my pes~ meet fren to drink kopi o~ at nite bring lao bu go jiak dinner~ go bai bai~ go enjoy have some drinks and go someplace for weee oooo weeee~! ok nth to update much~ hope this week there will have 1 day for me to do all my deals! and get more lobang and earn more $$$ cuz i no $$$ liao very sad!!

oh i miss my pretty bao bei wan wan and hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
pretty darling xiao bai also~! (although her hand looks so fat but i still love u wan jia ying)

一生追悔快意都相同
若不是你依然在我梦魂中
我怎么会有一个理由
为你为情为爱为我
我早也徘徊我晚也徘徊
徘徊在茫茫人海
我为你守候我为你等待
心爱的人儿何在

hais u were always in my mind and i just cant stop thinking abt u =(

the end*

2009-04-17T04:58:00.002+08:00

wow today i meet up with my baobei wan wan for lunch after so many disappointment and clashes to our schedule as you know both of us are working very hard to earn money so that we could have a better future next time not like other people can everyday enjoy life wan we so envy her lo~

we meet at lao ti fang for out chicken date

she is such a pretty babe!!

her chilli fried rice

her chicken~ nice rite see liao saliva drooling wan hehe

she and her pink baby~ so envy her lo got canon camera liao so she can be the big cannon fairy liao.. she look so cute hor~!

1 pic of us before she went to meet her li hoon sis and me.. of cuz go home and emo lo~~

then at home listen music then suddenly 1 chio bu come to my house ask me do survey then she reward me with $3 macdonald voucher but i dont have her number saded~!

then at nite chewy and zai nan come over to my house and meet me then we go kporking with our football kakis and sing til si bei songs mens then supper and back home.
tml will be a very sexciting day for me leh!!
cuz

Miss J and Miss K is coming my house for dinner with me~ wow 2 beauties coming my house im so shy! and charging my camera batt now to camwhore with the 2 pretty tml at my house, so looking forward to tml !!

and this is how man u won porto yesterday wan :D

oh i fucking damm miss my darling ying ying dip dip men! she sent me tis pic of the white panty her new toy had and of cuz she also zao geng abit her white panty too so nice to see hehe!!

ok its time to go emo~

有人说过...
你只需要花一分钟注意到一个人
一小时内变成朋友一天让你爱上他
一但真心爱上. . . 你却需要花上一生的时间将他遗忘，直至喝下那孟婆汤...

但我加上多一句话 : 即使喝下了孟婆汤，我永永远远都不会忘记你的...

2009-04-14T05:51:00.000+08:00

wow today go and open my letter box and found this~!

ho seh liao all my TP frens who saw tis please to and open ur letter box and see ok~

and register online by i donno when need to check the booklet urself wan~ ho seh ho seh we cant see everyone on 21/5 930am liao~ take more pictures okies~! :)

and too bad our slot is different with the BZE student so i couldnt take pictures with my LOVELY BAO BEI !!! oh man im sure to miss her! bao bei xin xin u dont mind if i go to your grad ceremony and take pics with u wan rite :)

2 days 2 meals. power? my mother say aiya u so fat 1 day eat 1 meal also wont die wan la :(
quite truth but this few days just dont have much appetitte to eat leh i donno why think i tio AIDS liao :(

i donno im depress tonite, mood is not good, how i wish to be happy everyday :(

我爱上一个不爱我的人
就放我一个人吧习惯自由的灵魂
忍着痛带着笑意轻轻呼唤你名字
明知我会后悔却又陷得干脆
早就应该做好最坏准备
承认吧爱过的人
你爱的人不是我爱越多伤就越重
不是你所能了解别怕泪眼相对
让我忘了一切告诉我你爱的人是谁....

2009-04-13T07:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz too emo to sleep :(

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你
把你放在我心中

some things are just not gonna change back anymore :(

2009-04-10T05:42:00.002+08:00

~OMG IM SO HAPPY TONITE~
i think only my darling know why cuz she is my best darling i share everything with her wan even today i wear simi colour panty she also know wan but i hope she will not 三姑六婆 so much la cuz i only tell her this! omg darling tan jia ying i love u dips dips! some feeling is just will never ever fade away wan.. i know my hard work wont go to waste! haha!! omg i really feel so happy tonite~ haha im so so so happy~

如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

付出真心才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

有时候不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

朋友就是把你看透了还能喜欢你的人

就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie

真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

为你的难过而快乐的是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些该放进心里的人

冷漠有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

the best phrase i like is this:

通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人, 才是真正爱你的人...

later ish a good friday and i feel really very good! hopefully a good mood will have a better me and of cuz good luck to me! tml will be goin to the 99 turn and have duck rice with my blood brother then at nite maybe KTV go find lucy susan~

now its going to rain~ it would be very nice to sleep =)

i love u my precious darling haha! i still like this pic very much cuz u look more pure!

2009-04-09T07:15:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Its thursday already.. weeks and weeks just passed so fast :( finally there is not much things to do later so i can sleep until song song gao jurong without thinking of anything.. but can i really just drop out all the thinkings and thoughts i have in my head haiz...

i think i still having hangover til now! wat a fucking nite i had last last nite.. i wan to quit drinking already!! hehe that is super impossible! sian today do nothing again and just waste my another precious day away.. no money wat can i do.. im a guy who seriously need alot of money cuz i got no money~ how i wish i could have a 20k now!!!

wish is useless~ work for it.. how to work for it leh?? i have no clue~ how i wish i can be like people who have no problem for $$$ wan everyday so carefree like applying the kotex brand carefree everyday so happy wan haiz cows narnia ehs..

i think i goin to go and sleep now! my target is sleep now and wake up at 8pm later~ how i wish how i wish how i really wish~!! ok 3 pics and im off to my dreamland haiz... how i really wish that u can be by my side right now... :(

I miss this 3 pretty especially my dearest deepest cutest tay xin xin, oh god u know how long since i met her! monkey years ago already and she is just too pretty and too cute and for such a pretty girl how can i not date her when she is free leh!! u tell me!!!
xin xin date me when u are free ok i miss u dips dips :)

the left side dont need say her wan... the right side u see her pose u know she is very cute also liao.. i miss my ruru too although i know she is very hard earning money for me..

ok i admit the left and right looks very ugly :)

2009-04-08T16:41:00.000+08:00

Super drunk yesterday =(
Vomit and countless of vomit~ vomit til my throat feels so pain today~
woke up and drink teh o drink teh o drink liao still like hangover hangover like that
so throw face mens vomit here vomit there also forget got vomit til any people anot :D
now my throat is very the fucking pain~ head is fucking the heavy~ feeling giddy giddy :(

你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著

I just missed u so so much.. do you know that???
wat can i do to find u back???
im clueless...

2009-04-07T05:20:00.000+08:00

Heeyo world~ im backies~ sometimes i tried to blog but i just lack the motivation to write on and on so i must really blog more so that i can see back my life when i become old peh peh next time :)

life has been rather good this week and the only thing that is making me annoying is money again lo, everyday seems to have no $$$ to spend wan whereelse i can see people spending like water everyday without any worries so envy them.

Last tuesday the heart test was ok~ only difficult part is i run at the stupid machine for 10mins without stopping, wa for a fat pig like me run at that machine 10mins non stop is can go join the guiness world record liao lo.. but doctor is say no serious problem call me dont wory so much then the heart specialist will let me know in 3 weeks times! so those cursing me die wan~ so sad a news for u :)now is must play soccer at least twice a week~ trying to run in case i tio si mi lousy PES then ho seh liao.. really muz take abit more good care to my health already cuz my uncle just admitted to the hospital last week for an operation~

Saturday soccer was welly fun~ like going back to secondary school times when the 5 idiots were in the same team but now we are 22 years old all unker unker stomach big big cannot run like that liao but we still win!! plus i score hat trick!! really is not back for me to run when i am pregnant with my baby inside my stomach mens!

then as usual sat nite meet with the 3 BLOOD!! really muz spend time meeting each other and slack and update each other life cuz i could only meet them 1 time per week so die die saturday i will meet them wan i will cancel all my appointment wan! i love them cuz we have all the best laughter i couldnt have any in my life anymore.. the 3 fuckers will BLOOD with me forever no matters wat ever i love them the 3 idiots =)

then today i meet up with lengendary small head, she still very cute i love her small head alot wan.. meet her for dinner and she treat me pizza huat for dinner as she got her 1st pay~ me ish so like a small white face sia but nvm i happy can liao..

we lim this~

lim this lousy soup~

jiak this loti~

jiak this cheeky wing~

swallow this flour~

jiak ba liao sms kenneth say ah pui bully me :(

then ish go gai gai walk walk although we know that TM really ish have nothing to walk wan..

then go timezone see any happening things happened there anot nothing then see see rook rook the whole TM~

then we ish saw hai xiao sister~

then took 1 zao geng pic~ nice white panty :)

home sweet home with 1 camwhore pic~ got alot but she ban me from posting up here lo donno why :(

meet her is very fun! next time i wan meet my Kentata fried chicken liao~ miss her dip dip also wan.. she dont even wan see my 1 face tonite lo so angry with her but i still love my anita the tata~!

den after that meet with 冷血老鼠妹妹 to talk talk and supper.. we went here...

donno smrjrpj cafe~!

no people wans~!

then we ish jiak this jin pai jiak de baked rice! swear never to order this again narnia ehs!!

I feel that having a set of camera in life is very important cuz we can take down all the pictures and thots we had or we seen in life so next time when we old liao we can still view the photos we taken last time...

and Tenpenis 1 ish opening soon roh! 9/4/2009~ next time ish can go there shopping buy my panties already~ so many thing to shop and eat wan... got coffee club hope it opens til late late so there is a new alternative to drink kopi liao~ if got TCC better cuz i love their kopi more.
hope ish gotch LV, GUCCI BURBERRY there to shop too hor! if not wan buy this type of thing need to go down til orchard wan very tiring... so sian donno wat to write liao...

sometime i just feel like turning back time~ so hope to go back to the past where i am so happily everyday without any worries wan.. haiz.. now is everyday so stress so hope there is miracle coming out soon!

ohhh~ i hope to meet my cuties Miss Tay Xin Xin tis week for camwhore and chilled chilled cuz i very long never see her liao miss her bitchy face so much and of cuz not forgetting my fav darling who loves me so much wan everyday only know how to sexpose me in her blog jia lat jia lat wan..

and lastly i hope to have a FACEBOOK account soon so i can add all my friends in~! i hope to open 1 acct before next monday! anyone can motivate me! if u tell me got FACEBOOK can ADD elaine yuki i sure throw away everything i need to do and go open and add her liao! OMG she is really very fucking the chio nehs!

ok tml gonna meet my father go la kopi~ friend son 1st month celebration, soccer at nite, drinking at late nite i suppose! hopefully i will not be so stress for the rest of the week man!

TI GONG PO PI PO PI AH~~~~

~ R I O T ~

2009-03-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

just now soccer was great~ playing very good and my coach cum scout cum supporter say i very good then i very shy~ then have dinner with them before coming home to bath and rest my leg while packing those stuff to go MMI tml for my test~

then suddenly a fucker sent me this song which i put at my blog already tittle is 壞人 then tell me to PK him liao. i find that this song is very damm emo and depressing so i plan to learn this song already, its just so damm nice to sing out my feeling for that special one...

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

i have been listening to this song for more then 10 times liao.. i know its abit mad but i just cant stop listening to this song.. maybe because i have never been a good person before thats why im like this now. a bad person because i felt so sorry to some people whom i know before, although i know that person would never get to read this...

my frens call me emo kia now =( cuz i got my special icon which makes them feel very irritated wan i donno why they dont like tt icon where tt icon is so cute lo~ esepcially the stupid monkey brothers

i think i wan to open 1 club already, club name will be call the official emo unkers club liao..
for people who are always so emo like me wan, anyone wanna join moi club and we can emo emo together wan sending each other powerpack emo songs and lyrics =(

Member 1: Adrian Chew Bang Yu AKA Bird Face AKA 老鼠妹妹

then no members liao :D

haiz... if tml test allows me to drink tonite.. im sure to drink my carlsbird now :(
haiz... why like that...

anyone can sexplain to me????

i just cant understand...

its love really that difficult????

im sure to go and have some drinks tml nite!!!

=(

2009-03-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果
不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹

its all past tense.

yesterday went to hai gong gong birdday and have some talks with those old btss people and was quite fun, hai gong gong its quite a good fren of mine cuz we share the same interest and he always go to toilet nv flush the toilet wan.

tml going to MMI for my heart test~ and will be meeting my father, and donno wat for it tml~
later having soccer~ i love this life~ shiok de nehs~
donno wat to do donno wat to do~
haiz...

2009-03-29T06:16:00.000+08:00

hello~ im back~! how is everyone~ this week im so busy sourcing for money lol~ im still targetting next time to earn at least 10k per month wan. best is i can earn around 30k per month wow thats the best already mens then my mother ask me why u wan to earn so much next time cuz she say the higher i climb the deeper i will fall but i say no choice~ life is like that, its not the easy life we can have anymore.. then she asked me u 1 month 30k wat u wan to do...

Here's my plan:

- Buy Condo (house is the most important shelter in life)
- Buy my BMW 5 Series (i donno why but i just love the car so much hehe)
- Married with kids (although i know this is quite impossible)
- Savings (Savings lots of money is better then earning tons of money)
- Entertainment (i guess i need alot for entertainment because i believe in enjoyment after hard work)
- Help my father to pay all his debts (thats wat i have to do no matter wat)
- Give my parents to enjoy in their later part of life
- Friends (friends are very important especially those very good to me wan i wont forget u all wan)

i think thats all~ BUT wat i must do to earn at least 30k per month leh... im still thinking :(

These few days i meet up with my father too~ i told him alot of my plans like maybe buying back our flat which he sold last time when we went back some days ago, telling him all my future plans and wat i feel like doing and wat i will do cuz i feel very lousy as i cant give him allowances to use wan. he got told me wat he is planning to do also so as a son im sure to support him no matter wat wan. i just love my parents very much~ how i wish that they did no divorce last time!!

today soccer was so great as i see alot of friends playing together ok~ this type of scene is 10 years see 1 time wan so was quite fun hehe.. and meeting inspector koh and depression chew for supper and east coast emo emo nite~

we plan to hold a BBQ or a vacation to Bali in the near future when we are more free, and its been so long since i get out of singapore so i think a short vacation suits me very much as i can go out to relax myself and enjoy with my frens :D

sometimes i hate fake human beings very much~ i donno why people wan to be friend with u and yet they dislike u?? u got this feeling before? life is so fake~ people are fake~ wat they tell u are fake~ they act fake~ they buy fake~ their life is almost filled with fake around them :(

i think i update quite abit already~ will blog when i have the time cuz i just love blogging so much hehe :D

My lovely darling~ and our $4 minnie mouse catch from ECP~!

this pose is so copy from Celestina that chio bu pose sia....

Im so hungry....

~ GOOD MORNING ~

2009-03-24T03:54:00.000+08:00

yoyo~ im goin to fetch my father tml~~ wow so sexciting hor! then bring him go eat then bring him go walk walk~ tml im goin to take some pics using my new camera the Panasonic Lumix Ls3 or simis series wan i forget liao~ stay tuned~ pew pew pew pew pew pew~

Miss Ng Bao Bao cheer up please~ u ish the most lovely bao bao u know~

2009-03-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Its a disappointing saturday as Man u lose to liverfool at old trafford 4-1~! disgrace but still have to move on~ these few days are so stress to go through cuz i got so much things to do and handle and of cuz the fucking money issue again kns... dont wanna talk so much about it here...

everyday seems so tired and just couldnt get enough of rest wan donno why~ wan to sleep but brain need to think so many things to settle the next day makes me feel very sian~ everyday feel so restless~ i wan to earn at least 10k per month~ its there any ways??

tuesday meet my father and we talk about the future on how~ as his son i need to help him pay off his debts next time and of cuz he wont be working already cuz i told him not to work as its very tiring for him so i also have to come up with money to give him already. why do we need money everytime everywhere~

then afternoon meet up with my poly kia ruties and vierties~ got 1 idiot put us aeroplane as wat u expected~ dont wanna tok so much about the bei steady wan... lets move on........ we are officially graduate from TP and now is waiting for graduation ceremony so sexcited mens~!!

my life seems nothing and just purely a boring life.... i hate it... but wat can i do =(

this is the so call 'recession' singapore is going through now =(

i miss this =(

Trying to forget someone u love is just like trying to remember someone u never met

haiz..... =(

2009-03-14T07:24:00.001+08:00

hello i am back~ hmm i donno wat to blog leh...

- i cant sleep due to alot of reasons even though my eyes is very tired but my brain just wont rest until problems are solve..

- good thing is i no need p plate to drive anymoreand i got 24 points already so good~

- i am going for my ultrasound scan later @ 9am

- i am meeting Qing Ting Jie Jie after my ultrasound scan to meet her go IT show cuz she wan go there buy harddick for me.

- Burberry is having sales and i am so tempted to go and see their sales but i have no $$$ to buy...

- my head feels very giddy and pain now~ i donno why...

- later tonite i am inviting friends over to my house to watch Man U Vs LiverFool match... anyone wanna come watch?? we can support man u then after the match we can go out celebrate if man u lose then we stay at home LLSTPCC together.

- and today while i was taking the train i saw a pair of super horny couple~ the girl pants was shorter then the length of my boxer, the boy face already wrote that 'im a horny bastard' and they 2 hug here hug there kiss here kiss there then the guy keep touch the girl butt really is wan have sex no $$ go hotel 81 type wan...

- i ish feeling super tired now!!! but lucky me ish still got my dearest deepest loving darling to accomapny and sexcam with me =)

2009-03-11T19:07:00.001+08:00

~我毕业了~

LAI LAI LAI
ME is GRADUATE FROM TP LIAO
PI PI PI
SUPER SHIOK TO FIND ALL PASS AND NO D THIS SEMESTER WA SONG DAH~~~

Those who pass all please go to this website
https://www-app.tp.edu.sg/sscripts/cis/oss/OSSSignIn.asp
go to Graduand Registration System
and apply for the graduation ceremony and let this be the last memories for everybody~!

wow im so happy that i pass all liao hehe~! although result not that good but most important is can graduate!

I LOVE U TP~

I LOVE ALL MY LECTURERS WHO TEACHED ME OVER THE YEARS

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS (GOOD FRIENDS BAD FRIENDS FAKE FRIENDS INCLUDED)

THOSE WHO HATE ME I ALSO LOVE U

HUAT AH~

btw while i was googling for some TP pics then i ish found this...

so cool rite???

and lastly before i end~

she pretty meh???

ok so heng today wednesday result all pass plus tio 4d = later go enjoy riaos~!

SWEE SWEE TEH NEH NEH !!!

2009-03-10T05:49:00.000+08:00

OMG i got this pic from min min blog.. see the little cutie princess looks so CUTE!!!

Yo today i meet my dearest bao bei wan wan out for MARLEY & ME haha~! although this afternoon was a rainy day but it never stops us from meeting each other so cool~ then we ish go buy the ticket @ $6.50 becuz we were still students :D

after buying the tickets we went to have lunch at Ding Tai Feng~ nice hot xiao long bao to eat on a rainy day :) after that we walk walk and walk to timezone to see see look look before the movie starts~ and we saw alot of funny things!

1) A fatty ah lian dancing at the para para machine like a superstar dance like she is having concert~!

2) A guy keep use his card credit to swipe and play the catch toys machine but he just couldnt catch it!

3) A tool plug into a hole and like those shoot water into something wan then bao bei say i thinking is dity thats why i think that way but the game is really very funny!

4) A chao ah beng dancing like hell again at the para para machine~! dont understand wats that so good to play when u dancing like a monkey !!

before entering the cinema i saw ness ness the happy pie but she was seen crying cuz of marley and me then i thot oh man this will be a good movie! so we set off....

popcorns with drinks... Hall 1~~~~

Marley & Me

everything was nice except until the very last part when he is dying... the whole screen suddenly PIAK then everything gone blank then the person say is wat electrical problem then call us to wait and wait til alot of people went out to get compensation lol.. but we still waiting until we went to pee pee and come back we already miss a few parts on why marley sent to the vet hospital :(

but the last part also very nice.. when marley such a hyperactive doggy~ omg so sad.. the worst dog in the world but he is very cute.. then the end of show then walk awhile more from tm level 1 to level 4 level 4 to level 1 then go drink milestrone soup plus i go poo poo :D

then century sqaure level 1 to level 5 level 5 to level 1 saw 1 woman in her 20's finding g string at the level 1 bra and panty sales then very funny she choose alot then see here see there wan so cute~! then her fren sent me home =)

at nite sleep awhile before meeting lao shu mei mei for dinner at 85 and then panda ang sent me home~ today im so tired tml i guess i will be more tired~ im like having endless work to do endless debts to pay off wan =(

i saw this pic and i was thinking wat type of stuents i am

-Nerds
-Copying Machine
-Sketcher

and i think my darling xiao bai most suits this thing!
-GOSSIPING MACHINES HAHAHAAHAHA

sometimes i wonder what are the meaning of friends when friends starts to cheat and betray u and there is no any trust between friends so what for we make so many friends where there are not a single friend that is true to u. sometimes life is just like a joke, where everything u found out that u were just a clown being used and conned by the people surrounding u.
i treat u as a friend u dont treat me as a fool... i guess karma will just arrived sooner or later..
start to do more good deeds.. good deeds as in no more harming of people...
i just hope... and hope...

i feel like goin for a swim tomorrow... haiz...
im feeling very down at this time..
makes me dont trust anyone in my life anymore..
maybe one time hurt = forever the scar and feelings remains...
and everything just change..
because of something =(

2009-03-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

My darling photoshoot~ isnt she very pretty and look so cute in this pic?? i 100% strongly agreee that she look so pretty~! dont u think so? :D

Yeah im back but i feel a lil sick due to flu and coughing and got many the green green yellow yellow thing very sticky wan very er xin also which makes me like a sick dying pig lying at my bed blogging :(

friday as usual meet my botak frens go eat go slack go walk go see girls and of cuz go see my macdonald girl girl :D :D :D then we went to have some pool and billard game then play for ard 4 hours then we went to simpang to have some supper then go home :(

then saturday stay home cuz its raining whole day but at nite went to Miss J de 21st big day~ she hold the celebration as if she is getting married more then she is celebrating her 21st birthday then of cuz she neglected her princess like so bad~ think she can go act in marley and me part 2

i took alot of pic there but i only got this pic to upload cuz my darling sent me u see we like 2 happy family so sweet like that got like same pattern as marley and me like that so lovely wan :)
ps: she likes to lie down on my hand to take photos wan cuz she said like that very nice the effect then i was so shy hehe

this is CXX aka min min de cute bf~ he is very funny and cute same as me alot nonsense wan i like it

then at nite me be lightbulb go watch this movie with 1 lovely couple... i very poor thing single no girl wan so i watch alone wan then very nice to watch and very scary and alot of things that u might no expect come out wan so shiok! cuz it scares u out of hell from the 2nd min til the VERY VERY LAST MIN :(

this is the special effects of the movie !

my small head ling is goin to work tml already with my tata~ hope they have a good day working with the company :)

just now my father called me say he found a job.. donno to be happy or sad.. he so old liao how still be able to tahan 12hours shift work but if he dont work i also no $$ support him much.. haiz why life is like that wan..

recently alot of problems happening to me... why i nv tio 4d~ haiz i need $$$ i depesrately need $$$ anyone can give me $$$ i need alot of $$ to settle alot of problems and debts =(

i miss my macdonald ger ger so much la~! hahahahaha

WOW MY BAO BEI IS GOIN TO WATCH MARLEY AND ME TML OH IM SO HAPPY CUZ I THOT NO 1 WANNA WATCH WITH ME BUT SHE VERY GOOD SHE WATCH WITH ME TML YEAH TML GO OUT WIHT MY BAO BEI SO HAPPY~!

2009-03-06T04:04:00.001+08:00

Heeeyo~ Today i went for my endoscopy~! its just a very small minor 1 day surgery but yet so fun and sexciting like that hehe! i was warded to the donno where to rest and wait for my turn til i fall asleep til ard 4 then is my turn go for my check up~ they plug the injection hole into my hand so that they could inject donno wat into my hand~ then go in drink something to swallow it so that the thing can move into my throat successfully~ then put to numb for 10mins and i still can feel the thing move inside my throat and down to my gastric and move here move there hehe...

then after doin the thing i was shifted back to my place to rest for another 2 hours where the doctor will write out my report and see pics of my gastric and tell me wat happen~ then i also donno wat happen but they got cut out a very tiny piece of my gastric meat there for donno wat so i need to go back there on the 12/5 again to see the doctor~ not bad the doctor is quite a pro wan hehe!

donno why everyday is like raining til cat and dog pig and cow elephant and tiger wan lo then plus my sucking slipper really can make me slips whenever im walking on a wet surface other then the roads! me very poor thing just now go macdonald wan eat macdonald but see the fucking mac increase their price again~?? although they change their signboard til like very swee and got wind like that but still useless their price is really not for peasant for me to eat liao :(

and this particular girl sot tio me when i saw her at macdonald hehe~ she is working at there pao kopi at the mac cafe area wan looks not so pretty but quite sweet then very attracted to me make me at there eat til very shy like that then the rambo lao shu keep wan help me take number frm her but i guess is useless wan.. me is fat + ugly + poor + carless + lousy character no girl will like me wan :( so very sad then raining i very emo so i walk in the rain and drenched myself with the rain and go home and bath cuz i know rainy days is always an emo day for me :(

then just now i heart 2 heart with my precious small head ling~ she very poor thing very stress so she need me to destress for her.. then we have cyber... over the phone and then talk quite alot and is got say alot of bad things about alot of people hahahaa! but i promise her cannot say out who we say if not she will kill me wan shhhhhh!

tml i will be going to swim swim~ and BUY SHOE ! nabei tml sure must buy liao.. and at nite i donno wan go where leh... and of cuz saturday my dear Miss J 21st birdday~ i am the only one who will be wearing black over there and im so sexcited for it cuz i could rape her in 1 of the room in her chalet :D anyone wanna go i can forward the invitation to u~ but if go muz ang bao bao at least $50 then can go wan cuz i already bao $200 for her birdday liao :)

ok world~ im goin to have some peaceful sleep now~

nice pic taken by me :D

2009-03-05T03:42:00.001+08:00

Hello just a short update~! yesterday meet my father at cheenatown our standard usual meeting place wan then chit chat awhile before i start my whole day journey~! i think im a pervert cuz i like ot go walk walk alone anywhere wan.

and yesterday the stupid rain rain the whole day~! i alight at bugis then is saw 2 policeman kor kor and 1 zeh zeh bringing a doggy walk here walk there i think is becuz of the stupid idiot who spread the sms of bomb hoax that scares everybody!

ok me is start to walk to guan yin temple 1st to offer josstick and make some donation to the temple.. me is donate 50cent wan so dont thot me is donate alot wan ok? then walk to my fren HP shop and get a hp and stay at ther toking to him awhile cuz its raining elephant and dinosaur...

after that me is alone walk from sunshine plaza to sim lim sqaure to beo xmm~ but no xmm so i walk from level 1 to level 6 see those new IT stuffs that is coming out and hope to buy something but in the end i bought nothing then me walk to the food court and buy 1 can of coke vanilla sit down and watch yi nan wang with those old uncles and aunties from 430-530~ so cool mens i love that show alot cuz they reflect alot of human life wans...

some example are
- they show how cruel people are when talking about $$$ issues
- how they overcome those loves problems they are facing
- how hard $$ is to earn and how a man determine to do something
- let us see how bad people behave and how they harm people so i can learn something frm them
- how people have karma in their life!!!
- and of cuz the happily ever ending~! :D

then me alone walk to bugis junction again to beo xmm~ there really alot of xmm and xdd all like join gangster wan all look so fierce but not bad the girls all look so sexy and they looked more and more poor cuz they wear lesser and lesser already.. sometimes is not we guys wanna see but really is bo bian wan so god please dont punish us :(

then wait for the rambo lao shu to come and meet me and sign his iphone... eat KFC and it was so OMGWTFBBQ de nice :) then topone with him and both of us like cannot sing on that nite wan so nv really go sing.. but i sing really very awful wan everyone knows it so not many people are really keen to go sing with me :(

1 pic for u to enjoy :)

then at nite go loyang dua peh gong pray~ pray and offer some offering again~ i feel so great when giving donation rather then speding the money away unecessary. giving donation is only part of my offering to help people cuz i think if i help people there will have people who will help me back wan so i like it that way..

i very strongly agree and believe in karma wan.. u know why? cuz i belive in wat u reap will be wat u sow back in return, sometimes may not be now, but it may be in further years, u might be enjoying life now but who knows in 20 years down the road u will be very pathetic? i think do more good deeds and less bad deeds is the best~ the best is not be so bad and fake like wat the show in yi nan wang~!

and i know some people will at there say liao.. aiya ur mouth also so sucks wan u will have wat good deeds back~ so i sexplain 1st my mouth is truely just for jokes wan~ i know alot of people cannot take it wan but mostly all my frens could take it, if those minority people who couldnt take it can tell me i no problem wan the most dont comment so much but i must says that me is purely joking only.. cuz if i am serious in talking i dont think u all will want to talk to me again cuz i find my scolding and cursing very scary :(

think got people who tried before and leave testimonials over here wan lol~! ok i donno why i always say i wan a short update but i type so many grammar mistake essay hehe. and i have start to have 1 savings account really is pure savings wan cuz i see alot of people who never save dies in the end so wat my mother says is true.. a guy muz save.. so saving is very important then earning! then i see my uob acct just now and found out that i saved around $2.89 include of my interest just now isnt is so funny :D

and tml im going for my endorscopy~ like feel so sexciting now and i really hope ther is nothing big happen to my gastric, tml i will be staying at CGH for the whole day i guess cuz i am required to stay at the ward after my scopy~ and my darling says she will mms me the pic she took with the chao small head when they go to goodwoodpark hotel eat durian kueh!! and they claim that they are very poor! very good poor can eat HOTEL de durian kueh... when me is got no $$$ to even eat a plate of fried rice :(

ok me bullshit alot liao now its time to go watch man u~ pi pi~
wish me good luck tml~ wont so fast up lorry eat curry!!

THE END :D

Gucci Rush Red smells very nice :)
Escada Moon Sparkle too!
Christian Dior J'Adore too!
i like girls who use these perfumes~!

2009-03-01T20:43:00.001+08:00

u think this photo is nice????????????

Hi im back~ everyday sat and sun i will be so tired and busy! morning went to chop chicken head~ and sat is so fun i cut the whole chicken chop the butt out, cut away the chicken feet, slice the skin then cut the throat and chop off the head! half the chicken and cut the wing and thigh out then split the thigh and drumstick out, chop in pieces then wrapped it up give people. so enjoyable~ chopping the chicken is like me chopping Miss J like that so shiok neh~!!!

Then sleep sleep sleep cuz very tired then afternoon went to work again.. im really a workaholic guy working so hard and earn $ wan :) very poor thing then at nite meet up with my 猪朋狗友，恐龙哥哥，蜻蜓姐姐，老鼠妹妹 and me. i donno how come we will suddenly choo this pattern and think of all these sexy nick sia. we have know each other for 9 years liao! but i truely value this friendship very much wan cuz with them i am always so enjoying and so happy

yesterday when i open my mail i saw somethin that the navy gave me wan! i GPGT 1st..

nabei dont u think it look very disgusting? imagine i wear this go orchard.. wa narnia ehs sure give ppl laugh wan.. donno why navy give this type of sexy slipper to me sia.. salute them!

then yesterday while i was outside playing soccer my mother suddenly called me say merlion kena strucked by lighting then i thot wa this time ho seh liao preparing for downfall of singapore then all die liao..

poor lion head fall off abit liao.. then i went to buy 8282 today cuz it was 28 when the head fall off plus i think of Miss J when the head drop off like how i chop the chicken head like that so i went to buy 8282 today.. wa narnia eh today console open 7282 i was so angry~! if open 8282 i still can buy LV damier neverfull mm Grade AAA bag for Miss J but too bad =(

this thursday going for my endorscopy for my lousy gastric... then on the 13/3 im going to the MMI to do my heart check up due to irregular heartbeat... 15/3 im going for the ultrascan of my liver and gall.. omg i got so many problems! so scary~~~

ok i got nth to update already... nowadays always rain rain rain.. with my turbo slipper i cant even go downstair and buy newspaper and read! rainy days is really an emo day... i wanna watch marley and me~ really is no 1 wanna watch with me.. me is really very the pathetic =(

2009-02-27T03:42:00.000+08:00

Hi World~! today i got so much to rant! chicky pie my house upstair doing their toilet then the stupid people start drilling from 10am to 12pm! i was so angry because i cant sleep well! then when i thot they had finished it and was preparing to sleep.. they started again so i was so omgwtfbbq cannot sleep til 3 plus before i could sleep! so i didnt sleep well today so im goin to sleep after i blog!

today never go out again! only spend money buy my breakfast + lunch + dinner downstair and newspaper and 2 durians for $20!!! then play mahjong with my aunt uncle and my mother again! and of cuz today i won again lol! so happy~ 2 days win so less :D play til they say i need to seek further professional to play already cuz they not my match... hear liao is so shy sia...

tml im goin for my specialist check up~ hopefully everything will gone right for my big big stomach! then need go to the donno wat stupid medical center so tml half of my day will be at the hospital and my mother jio me go gai gai after that and then at nite need to sleep early cuz i need to go chop chicken again~! chop chop chop~~~

i wanna watch this movie, its a very nice movie.. anyone wanna watch with me ? =(
me very poor thing no girl girl wanna watch movie with me wan =(

2009-02-26T03:32:00.000+08:00

ok today never tio 4d !! oh how sad~! today basically stayed at home the whole day and nite except for just now which i went to pay my bills, i think i need to lower my cable tv subscription already~ all like so much for me alone to pay narnia eh.

then played mahjong today with my mother aunt and her fren, we is play small small wan, and its also the 1st time i gao 1 5 tai mahjong~ so happy and its also the 1st time i win 1 十三幺which is also known as i donno how to explain here i think alot of people know wat is that ba.. the feeling is shiok dao si bei high~! :D then total 2 rounds of mahjong i won about *** cannot say out here wan later people thot i very rich and chop my carrot head

was looking at some pics just now and think back about the life last time, so happy so carefree, everyday and nite was just enjoyment and happiness even the beer was sweet! but right now.. life seems so dull to me, i cant even enjoy, there was no abit of happiness in me anymore, the beer i drink was so bitter til i wanna vomit out. i cant really find anything could make me happy, lagi worst i cant find people to confide with with the people surrounding me were like more worst then me!!

just now a fren of mine say she wants to marry me! haha~ it was so funny men! then i tell her sorry me is fat ugly unromantic poor useless then she says nvm i was like all the way laughing out loud loud hahaa then she keep say go work hard and she also work hard we can marry already omfg i was so really 1st time encounter this type of fucking thing which i can only laugh all the way when i am toking to her and she still sees me and ask me can u be serious anot! i really cant LOL~

but afterall everything was just a joke so dont take it seriously! a guy cannot be serious with a women cuz he will only die in the hand of the women.. a serious guy only get back a serious deep hurt

i hope my life will not be as grey as the sky...

i donno my darling love me the most sia... not bad.. guys.. dont jealous okies?? and i donno she is so in love with me!! who call me is a sagittatarius guy hehe~!

2009-02-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i slept at about 6am~ And today i woke up at 1030 am~! i just cant sleep.. donno why.. maybe is because i meet my darling xiao bai yesterday nite, she is just so emo which makes me even more emo.. now i become more emo then her already. i really feel so hopeless without an aim in life =(

yesterday after my mahjong session, she suddenly called me say she very emo.. then ask wan meet anot.. then she say meet le she treat me eat sweet treats then i also lose money in mahjong so no harm meeting her... we went clarke quay and i use my new phone to take some pictures...

we went here....

i eat this triple chocolate

she eat this

then she pay the bill so good~ next time i should date more emo girls out cuz they will pay everything for me wan so good i love it~!

we walk 1 round of clarke quay to central to liang court then back to merchant court then to clarke quay again then sit at here to chit chat..

she use my new phone to take alot of pictures but all look so emo wan so i never post it here.. i keep it to see for myself before i sleep everynite.. put her pic as my lappy wallpaper.. my phone wallpaper.. my toilet bowl wallpaper too~

then meet my father for lunch today, he told me that his flat will be coming soon, then he is still not bad.. i still love my father and mother very much then anything else.. but ithink i love money more then them lol.. thinking of next time to help my father repay his debts makes me head pain... but nvm i love my father very much =D

and i meet helen zeh zeh go here see see rook rook.. sit nothing talk slack dicuss things then came home.. feel so tired... and hungry.. later going to meet my lao shu mei mei go makan and see the macdonald girl.. hopefully she is working later!

and i took this pic while i was at TCC~!!!

having a camera is always better cuz i can blog with pictures!!!

i love to take photos... but not nude photos :D

2009-02-23T06:41:00.002+08:00

my head feel so pain now~ i cant really have a good long sleep to replenish my energy wan. i just feel so tired~ and just now i went to play L4D again~ wow it was so fucking awesome and shiok and killing the zombies was so fun and excitement! Street Fighter 4 was also good~

later will have alot of stuffs to do and handle again~ how i wish i could earn 1k per week~ cuz i find that my spending is getting more and more and money is coming less and less. but anyway life is still boring and having bad dreams are definately not a good sign for me!

And of cuz this post is surely for my cutest 恐龙哥哥 aka the chao ah beng.

beng beng is 22 years old already~ i know u when u are 13 so time pass really fast.. u grow up a year older.. must learn to be guai guai already ok? dont always small thing u wan call people go and fight, smoke and create trouble for people ok? grow old must know how to think already although u ish a chao ah beng but i still love u very much wan.

mee sua for your birdday~ and i still haven treat u !!!

wish u got rolex ok~ cuz u are a chao ah beng.. a never will change de ah beng..

i love u

2009-02-21T06:33:00.002+08:00

IM GOING TO GO TO THE MARKET AND
HELP MY MOTHER CHOP CHICKEN ALREADY~!

sounds insane rite? yeah im now goin to the market to help out! it seems to be like my job for weekend to go down and chop chicken! go help out abit and i promise joyce i will write her name at the chicken head there and chop off the head :D so long didnt see her already just now saw her at TM and omg i was so miss her lo~ (like shit...)

then eat and watch movie with jensen, small head ling and my darling xiao bai bai.. my poor bai bai very poor thing few days never see her she look so pale and so thin already.. i also donno why she so poor thing if u wanna know why u click on her blog go see cuz she very emo.

then when watching movie that time i saw 1 advertisement about the VISA Gold Card then got people at there laugh at me say i never watch that advertisement before meh ! i really never watch before ma me so long never watch movie already and no one wan to watch with me.. like that also got wrong meh :( then give people laugh at me.. i dont wan to say who is the person i wan that person to go 1 corner and reflect wat she do so she will call me up to apologize later :D

ok nothing to do le while waiting for my mother to get ready~! now im ready to go to the market already~ like so sexciting! i cant wait to chop the chicken head~ JOYCE i will write ur name big big at the chicken head and CHOP it off !!

i believe in karma and believ in watever u reap u will sow back....

2009-02-19T04:06:00.000+08:00

just now went to my father de mother de sister de son de wedding dinner~ i donno why so many de wan also got invite us over for the dinner wan. actually was planning not to go but my father keep insist say die die must go wan cuz bla bla bla so llstpcc and go there lo. dinner was very sucks!

then went to meet helen and ben to play Left 4 Dead ! its was so omgwtfbbq nice game to play with the graphic so swee swee bo bao zui wan.. but i could only play for 1 hour which was not bad already! it was a good game and i want to play this game more! sometimes i am wonder..

how friendship counts in everyone hearts. some can spoilt a friendship over girls and totally could ignore the frens after they had the girls so it means that women are really very important then friends? but for me i will treasure friendship more then anything cuz i know that whatever happens the person who u love wont be with u only frens will be beside u.

i have alot of frens who encountered alot of relationship problems recently, i know every guy will die without a women and women will die without our $$$. with now such a really so highly materialistic society, how are u able to endure the stress of a girl mindset? man are just a prey of women, when falling in love with a girl, wat she says u must do, wat she propose u must fulfill and because of that girls will be stepping over our head and sooner or later we will become more then slave rather then a lover.

ok i am not saying this to anybody or saying any other people relationship me is only see see the people surrounding me and stating wat i am feeling so dont go around guessing say wat who am i pin pointing or wat~ im not saying anyone. i just wan guys not to feel so weaked when coming to love, we tends to be weaked to girls but wicked to frens, reflect about everything and think if a girl truely deserve ur love.. go ahead and love, if a girl dosent.. then u should know wat to do~

im still looking for a good girl who deserve to be loved, for now i will rather work hard and earn some $$$ becuz i cant be going through the peasant life all the way wan. i guess i will be a damm bad and wicked person if im rich! even my mother agrees with it! omg~ she says im a pervert!

but wat can i do~ it seems that nowadays there are more people who make me hate them much more then they could make me love them. bo bian thats life...

and its time to see man u match again! 1-0 2-0 3-0 4-0 please :D

meeting my father again tml afternoon im so happy to be able to see my father so frequently! i just love my father so much and of cuz my mother too!

and i love all my trueful frens! those who are true and good to me i will repay all ur kindness wan~ those black hearted wan i hope u die tml.

and 1 more.. the post abt my poly life i dont intend to publish out already cuz i really sees it no point to tok so much abt the 3 years :) nitey panty everyone.

2009-02-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

Hello world~ how ish your valentine day? i guess some were good some were bad some were nor good nor bad cuz they have no dates! really is poor thing NMNHNLM wan~ lucky i still got my mother to go out with me!

yesterday is her 48th birdday~ me poor peasant no $$$ help her celebrate good good so just bring her go some place to eat then after that went to play some billard. i really hope that i can give her a good birthday celebration on her 50 big big birdday! time pass so fast my mother and father are ageing so fast..

these few days i was wanting to blog but everytime i type a post i read and i will delete away cuz i feel that somehow i will offend other people who are reading my blog or misunderstood of wat i am writing and then start to say alot of bad things behind my back and kpkb so much without getting all the facts rite.. now i guess i wrote like that alot of people are going to think again who am i scolding..

ok i have alot to update but i donno wat to update already.

bao bao's cookies~ although she is not my valentine but she still got baked cookies to give me for valentine day. thank you bao bao thats why i always say bao bao is a very good girl~! cuz she give me food to eat:)

2009-02-14T18:11:00.000+08:00

PI PI~ Yesterday was the last day at TP.. HOPEFULLY will be the last day cuz im still damm worried over my CDS!! 3 years had passed~ now im looking forward to end another 2 years of suffering..

on the other side.. im not working for the furniture company already due to some family problems and problems with the company so i will still be free for now lol! so dont admire me that i got a job so fast! BUT i might go to the market every monring 630am to help out my grandmother stall sell CHICKEN~ so sexciting! and of cuz go back to my line... =D

and yeah today is valentine day! so fast this is the 3rd time im spending alone lol~ not bad.. this year no flower cuz recession hit hard hard~ even never hit hard hard i also donno buy flower give who so dont buy is the best~ and too no valentine gift! but i got cookies again from BAO BAO~!!

So tonite i will go attend a dinner with my mother, then find some rich uncle to be her lover so i can stay at home be ASK~ then after dinner should be is meet up with helen and go romantic with her cuz i see all my frens have valentine dates and those got no dates wan go back to army yes sir no sir very poor thing.

as for the post of my 3 years of poly life.. im afraid i might lose out the people that im goin to write it out.. i think quite sexciting cuz people who came my blog can see their name and writie so much bullshit abt them hehe

ok i guess not much to update already and im going to go and collect my STREET FIGHTER 4 for my PS3 now! OMFG its a very cool game! i like it~ and hmmm ok... i shall clarified that my blog dosent signified anybirdy nor whoever or si mi bullshit i just write down wat is goin thru my mind only so please forgive me if i wrote too badly or u think that is very badly~

ok 1 pic only cuz i poor til no $$ buy camera no $$ change new phone no $$$ change new underwear wan..

a roll of big toilet paper as my sovenior in the days of TP~~

2009-02-11T02:09:00.001+08:00

Ok today went for an interview at furniture mall and not bad the interview gone through and i started work today~ its been so long since i worked and its still not bad to work but its just the pay was like still quite low to compare before~ but at least got money come in come in im so happy~

So i will be working on every Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday~ Im working at the Furniture Mall selling SOFAs and CHAIRs and MATTRESS and BED FRAME~ who wan to buy please come and find me ok~ and my boss gave me a new name call DESMOND~ so people and client will be calling me DESMOND so act 1 ang mo like that so shiok dao~

today nearly i cant take my cds quiz!! i just donno why TP will still have such a motherfucker cheesepie chicken tart lecturer? they wont show any sympathy wan or is it foreign lecturers were all like that wan? and now im starting to hate FOREIGN TALENT! if i really cant graduate becuz of a stupid CDS damm it i will sure gone mad and whack the stupid dontnodick wan~! i just hope to graduate with a diploma....

A girl with a pretty heart will be a pretty girl but a girl with an ugly heart is just some witch who are covered with a fake good hearted women cheating people using their 'pretty' face~ sometimes i will really get super pissed off by your actions but wats the point of saying it out now, thinking of u will get pissed off.. just feel like giving u 2 fucking tight slaps and just call u to fuck u forever in my life.. u created a havoc in my life.. u make me like that today.. one day.. one day... one day... powerpuff girls will punish u wan

hmmm not bad these few days were still quite shiok~ im so indulge in elaine yuki!! i just can say that she is so OMGWTFBBQBCMKFCMCD de chio~ everyday see her picture im so motivated to go to work and study~! really is the very chio bu :D

cant withstand the beauty of her !!

maybe next week im free im goin to do 3 parts of my 3 years of poly life!!!
~STAY TUNE~

2009-02-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

im so sick and tired of so many things that i am going to give up everything.
i just wan a normal happy life.

2009-02-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

为什么要对你掉眼泪
你难道不明白为了爱
只有那有情人眼泪最珍贵
一颗颗眼泪都是爱都是爱
要不是有情郎跟我要分开
我眼泪不会掉下来掉下来
好春才来
春花正开
你怎舍得说再会
我在深闺望穿秋水
你不要忘了我情深深如海

我不知道我该如何是好。。
我实在好心疼。。
但是没人知。。

2009-02-04T03:31:00.000+08:00

Technopreneurship + Customer Relationship Management Presentation DONE! Left with Service Quality Management Presentation on Friday and submit of project management project and thats bye bye to TP~ and of cuz my make up quiz for the stupid project management! and thats about school.. and ya i haven pay my school fees!! gonna pay on friday already.. paying school fees by myself is so xiong wan still need pay late penalty of $15~! aiyoyo poor me me me~

and today i saw bao bao~ the LOVELY JOY! she was very good cuz she saw me at breadboard then she walked all over frm the end to find me to talk~ and i was so stun to see her reaction when i tell her i got no $$$~ she reply me say nevermind see how good the little bao bao was! BUT SHE TOLD ME SHE WAN TO GO CLUBBING!! wow straight disappointed already =D but bao bao is not feeling good today so i wish her to feel better tml~ she just look like a 7 year old little girl and im the 40 year old ah pek loving those small kids like that :D

and 1 more issue~ today i saw 1 OILY WHITE GHOST at school~ the face is so oily until the face is so shining until the amount of oil could be able for me to fried 2 sunny eggs~ and maybe fried some chicken wings cuz its really damm oily!! super super i think back i will feel like vomitting out wan...

then at nite small head ling, nabei, ness ness, her bf, ling fren came over to my house for dinner dinner~ and poker poker~ and small head ling win me at least $100++ i think she gonna eat new moon abalone liao and im left with ah jiao abalone =(

sometimes i can feel i experience deja vu in my life.. anyone with similar encounter can share share with me? why things that i always foresee came true.. this is not the first time and not the second time.. its the donno how many times i feel this way.. now somehow i feel something bad is gonna happen to me in this 2 weeks!!

and i chop my hair! nabei i really miss FYN alot! only darling bbo can understand the pain we are goin thru! best hairstylist i ever had before but she is at JURONG POINT now so sad dao~~ i dont like girls who are materialistic and i hate girls who are damm fucking materialistic!! ok which guys dont unless they are finding easy things to fulfill their sextisfied needs~!

ok no emo corner already cuz heart stop pumping liao tml wake up call donodick and meet my father for lunchie lunchie! po pi tml tio 4d huat big big and 10million draw is coming muz hoot liao if tio 10million i sure give those people who i dislike to die like deep shit just like how our shit were flush into the toilet everyday! ok bye~~~

i think elaine yuki is very the damm pretty and lovely smile!!! ~

2009-02-01T15:48:00.001+08:00

Yesterday is the 1st day since new year that i bet! do u believe it?? but not bad.. win abit of money for me daily allowance only :( then went to eat supper with my fav kuku andrew tan wee tat and gangs! now my life is like study, stay home, work, accompany mother, and meet them so simple and easy like very carefree very shiok at least there are not much things for me to go and think anymore :(

hais i think alot of my surroundin frens are stucked in the matter of love, as i says loves this kinda of things we have to 看开一点 wan, no use to probe so much over it, i think i have been through this and now i see quite a number of frens were having this problem also.. so wat do u all think about it? love can never be forced, 感情不是靠争取的，是你的就是你的，不是你的你怎么在想也是没用的... this is a very good phrase because it says alot of relationship. if the girl dont like u so no matter ho u force her its also very useless, i think it will make her feels that u were very desperate and stupid which will makes u feel for depress aint it ???

thats why my mother told me to see it through its better at least we can feel better and at this tis age we should be working and striving hard for our goals but girls are definately not our number 1 goals because nowadays security talks first, if u cant provide a stable security for a girl dont say a girl, even a guy wont like u! i think girls will more like into guys who can provide them a sense of security and be for them when they needed someone so it means a guy cannot dont have this 2 things in their hand: CASH and CAR~! but Credit Card accepted!

if a girl who truely loves u, she dont mind everything about u, if she minds about this and minds about that, complain and ranting about so much things of u so why u still stick so much and hurt yourself but u still says u love her alot when u gain nothing back but putting so much effort on her?? if spending more effort on work and earning more is more better then putting so much effort on something that u may not get in your hand but only get more hurt so wat for correct? my dear frens, i know u all cannot take it but as a very good fren of yours i really wish to see all of us excel in life and not to be so cock up in the web of love, i tell u.. its really useless to tok about love now.. simply said, we are still not fit to say that word love....

hurt will be hurt, sadness will continue on.. heartbroken but so wat? u still have to face tml.. u still have to face your family.. no point putting the emo face to worry them and end of the day only your family members and your good frens will comfort and care for u.. the girl???? u should know the answer already i no need say out wan. !

and 1 thing to says out! my darling is a very good girl yesterday! she stayed at home do project the whole day never go out never go fly i was so OMGWTFBBQ lo~ hope she will turn over a new flower and dont go to clubbing so much cuz basically clubbing is not good but its fun only~ and she called me to tok somemore! at least she still have some heart!

ok i want to go down buy newspaper and read already, today is 初七 also is call 人日so i wish everyone happy birthday and lets HUAT on 2009!

me and my precious ruru~ see she so cute 1 but i can only post this picture up and cannot post the pic that i took with my darling if not i think alot of guy will be jealous and wanted to whack me up already =( so i cant post it up to ensure my safety :)

emo corner....

答应我如果要离开我请一定跟我说
我会祝福让你走
如果没把握不要说你爱我这样是欺骗我
我的心儿好难受
因为你是我一生最爱的人

no use loving u so much because at the end of the day.. u still belong to another guy....

2009-01-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

Today i did something which i didnt do for very long! its to go and have a swim with bang bang, very fierce cuz the 2 of us saw alot of bedok town student finishing their swimming lesson and we saw 1 teacher who is quite chio and pretty and its somemore a bedok town teacher.. i think next week i muz go back school find that teacher!! swim for around 2 hours before we went home.. no pretty girls swimming today =(

And today interview was very fun cuz we took alot of stupid photos but my precious darling never send me those pictures =( so cant post it up lo..

我是真的为你哭了
你是真的随他走了
就在这一刻全世界
伤心角色又多了我一个
我是真的为你爱了
你是真的跟他走了
能给的我全都给了我都舍得
除了让你知道我心如刀割

soemtimes these are really how i am feeling everyday...

2009-01-29T05:32:00.000+08:00

PI PI PI~ how ish your CNY?? mine ish very standard wan 1st day stay at home, 2nd day stay at home, 3rd day also stay at home.. total ang bao very little only cuz not many people came my house wan then only got like total of around hmmmm 8 ang baos this year =(

friday need to go back school complete project managment project~ attend apel~ got ccom interview which require to wear nice nice and then camwhore whore~~~ i think still got alot of project need to do and complete as its coming to FEB! then school end liao then many people will feel happy~~~

so tomorrow another rest day to stay at home and accompany my mother.. im such a good boy now everyday stay at home accompany mother or use mostly my free time to accompany her.. i think only she can feels and understand wat i am thinking and how i am feeling.. always beside me talking to me non stop wan

to my dearest lovely cutie adorable precious darling u know that i still love u very much wan ok~! and i am not feeling emo over people but its over when u going to marry me dont u know that?? sometimes i dont feel like talking too much cuz im scare that later i might say the wrong things again and upset people u know~

sometimes things are really beyond our control.. we really cant stop what people are going to do in the next minutes so we can only stop and stare...

2009-01-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBIRDY~

ALL MY FRENS, ALL MY RELATIVES, ALL WHO-SO-WHATEVER

AND THOSE WHO HATE ME OR DISLIKE ME OR NOT HAPPY WITH ME WAN ALSO WISH U ALL HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, HATE ME BUT STILL MUST WISH U WAN

BTW 初二 my mother will organize her birthday at my house who wanna come just come my house who donno how to come just ask who donno how to ask just open your mouth~!

no red packet because my mother dont have $2 notes~! her $10 wan very limited! left $50 and $100 and $1000 which cannot give wan~ so warning 1st no red packet when u come my house, please take note there will be no red packet when u come to my house thanks!

oh my tata is the 1st one who wish me happy new year~!
she forever love my big fat backside wan~!!

~恭喜发财~

2009-01-23T04:09:00.001+08:00

tuesday i sleep at 4am wednesday wake up at 730am~
wednesday sleep at 530am wake up at 1030am~
total 2 days i had 8hrs of sleep!
tonite plan to sleep before 430am~ wake up at 720am later!
school then 大扫除 before going bang bang house for reneunion dinner at nite.

went to 佛牙寺 today and pray, light up the 花灯 to seek good in the new year~
i was actually going to light for myself but sudden my heart told me to write down another person name.. so i actually pray for her too but the fact is she wont knows lol

those who hate me dont worry i wont say anything about u already, i think everyone knows wat a person i am~ not happy say it out to me dont need to go complain around. u yourself reflect that are u a nice or good person first, i seriously believe in karma and i know that if jokes were a sin then criticism is an unbearable sin.

and i ate the most delicious egg tarts in singapore! 东興 egg tarts is nice! next time when i go 佛牙寺 i must drop by there to eat the egg tarts again!
i hope most things wil be done before chinese new year..

爱一个人不等于一定要得到那个人的爱，但是如果爱你是如此如此的难受的话，我宁愿我从来没爱过你，但爱上你之后我才真的会去爱一个人和了解了要去真心的爱你却换来了一切一切的伤痕，我爱上了一个不可能达到的爱情，我决定就放弃了这段没有结局的爱那就是和你说声再见，但在说再见时我只想在说一次我爱你。。

2009-01-22T04:36:00.000+08:00

i doubt i can have a good sleep today. went to CMPB this morning, it was fucking hell! i dont understand why the tv shows that like cmpb was very good but in fact their so call got very big big rank want so sucks wan.. attitude problem.. if CMPB was to train us to be pysically fit or teach us to be a man with useless brain..

ok i got PES D~ obviously cuz im so fat and ugly so they put me pending 1st.. i think they say wat my heartbeat irregular then need go to the stupid MMI then 21/4 again to see the stupid MO~ if really got heart problem i think my body really got alot of problems already. army = headache

friday nite confirm renuion dinner at my dearest bang bang house, he invited about 18 people to his house and that was like about half of our class! not bad after we left bedok town for 3-4 years already. and i am in charge to buy hotdogs! and after that i think maybe will go slack or sing sing~ since im left with such few good frens i must treasure all my very good best best frens already...

now im coming out with this issues, as u know sometimes u treat someone good with your heart but due to people heart that is painted black wan, they might not be be grateful or thankful of wat u have done to them but eventually they might be angry over something u said. enough said as i do not want to eleborate more further as i guess people will know themselves on who they are.

those that got read my blog wan~ please kindly dont be pai seh to tag me ok~ if u hate me or dislike me or whatever that is unhappy about me pls kindly leave a tag, i wont burn ur house and kill u wan dont worry. i just wanna find out the true and exactly how many people hates me or wat~

please leave ur name and tag how much u hate me, wat u hate me about, wat i do to make u so hate me or dislike me or watsoever~ thanks! sleep!

nabei 1237 tonite nv tio me ish very heart pain =(
but the most heart pain is to not hear from u when im needed u the most...

to those who are good with me in the surface but dislike me wan here is something i wanna show u to let u know how i appreciate your talent of acting skills. want act pls act full package..

在我心里你永远是那么美
既然爱了就不后悔
再多的苦我也愿意背

2009-01-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

haiz.. wat is happening to me today??? i found alot of nice songs!

2009-01-20T03:52:00.001+08:00

OMFG~! i just found out that the world is so so small~! :D~

Im very grateful to the people who helped me when im having problems

sometimes there are really alot of stuffs for me to do and handle with the current situation is getting more and more bad for me.

3 more weeks of hard work and sch term ENDS!

im missing and thinking of u so much but yet something in me just stopped everything from going on...

i just hope.. i hope and i really really hope...

everythings seems so impossible.

catty kissing doggy~!

2009-01-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

seriously there is no one who can understand how i am feeling i just dont like everybody now i just feel very bad today please dont come and console and bullshit anything i dont need anything bye

2009-01-18T05:01:00.000+08:00

WOMEN with high levels of a key sex hormone look and feel prettier, and could be more prone to cheating on their partners, says a study done by a researcher currently teaching at Singapore Management University (SMU).

The sex hormone in the study, oestradiol, is a form of oestrogen which has been linked to greater fertility. For instance, women dress more provocatively when oestrogen levels are highest, near ovulation when they are most fertile, said Dr Norman Li, a co-author of the study.

High levels of oestrogen are also linked to outward signs like larger breasts, attractive faces and curvier figures.

Dr Li and Ms Durante found that women with higher levels of oestradiol were rated as more attractive by themselves and others, and were more willing to cheat in a relationship - but not more likely to have a one-night stand.

wow for more information ->

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_326620.html

dont have nothing much to say tonite.... haiz....

I, the citizen of SINGAPORE,
Pledge myself to strike on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday
Regardless of TOTO, 4D, Soccer or Big Sweep.
To buy a hope and earn extra money.
Base on Quick Pick, System 7-12, Asian Handicap and 4D
So as to achieve Car, Condo and progress for many many Cash

what can i do to make you want me........

2009-01-17T05:47:00.000+08:00

donno whats happening to me today.. maybe is due the 'hangover' over those issues yesterday. and of cuz today was not good too! morning forget to take medicine and for donno why the gastric pain acts up again then have to ta han til go home then eat the medicine and rest and lucky at nite im feeling fine. but tonite seems damm sucks i donno why suddenly a down of luck so fuck care everything...

then meet up with inspector lau for the same stuff again.. this weekends not gonna relax much there still quite alot of stuffs to be complete and maybe next thursday i wanna go shop alone again for cny clothings~ giordano baleno han ten and bata liao.. haiz i feel my life is so meaningless now~ nothing to encourgae me..

and its very difficult to find someone who i can truely confide to anymore, everyone just seems so untrustworthy for me. i think i will start talking to the walls soon. i miss all my good frens who are protecting singapore in the process, i wanna meet them tml but most of them need booked in back again so next week before cny im sure to go sing with them~ singing with them are the most fun where i can forget everything and sings happily for them~!

and my darling sms me in the middle of the nite says gucci valentine day collection damm pretty i guess she hinting me liao.. i think dont wait liao faster buy 1 gucci wallet for her if not she like that sms me i will feel very pressure wan..

我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

爱情没有对或错，只是在我们的心里我们自己觉得的选择，虽然难免有时会有挫折的一天但是这些都比活在一个没有勇气的爱情故事了还会开心些。那些回忆永远留在我的心里，不开心的也过去了，我想是找不到开心的理由了，现在的我根本不知道是要笑得开心还是哭的伤心但我知道真正去爱一个人的时候是很痛苦的。所以爱还是不爱？我决定长痛不如短痛短痛不然不要痛但是我已经心痛到极点了。。咳。。。

feeling sad for the consecutive 2 days its not good for me..
but no choice..
i hope to end and forget everything asap...
=(

2009-01-16T03:41:00.002+08:00

i love to quarrel with my darling cuz i think quarreling makes us love each other more deeply!! then she will come msn call me dont angry liao then she send me this pic and cheer me up...

this girl is sooooooooooooo pretty~~~!!!!

see she cares so much for me send me this type of picture in the middle of the nite to cheer me up.. my precious darling i know i always scold u but i still love u deep deep wan omg thats so fucking er xin but i like it.

and a promised to her to post this sexy pic...

Am I Pretty???

ok done a few part of service quality, weekends plans were to meet all the chao botak that will book out tml, and work on sat and sun, then try to complete most of the task in school cuz all the datelines seem to be coming soon! technoprenuership quiz next week! CRM presentation soon! Service Quality submission next week! Project Management project due next next week!

i have made a decision and the decision is that i think i cant go on anymore to minimise the amount of hurts and pressure, my level of confidence are dropping to negative, i quite missed the me during june to augest.. i really have no times to feel sad... how come now im feelin so sad everyday and nite...

can anyone sexplain to me???

i have decided to ends this mind torturing game.....

Dying Inside To Hold You...

2009-01-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes

standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

(And) i was dying indside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same

standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name

one hello changed my life
i didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)

2009-01-15T16:43:00.001+08:00

bao bei this is for u to see wan!!!

I had a bad dream this morning~! wow so scary til i think i cry leh narnia eh. wow really po pi the dream dont come true if not i can go jump down from my house liao! say really i dont foresee alot of good things to happen or appear out in my life in 2009, i think im destined to be loner wan =(

today staying home entirely to do finish the service report 1st~ then tml school again and another week will be gone, every week just passed so fast til we cant remember wat we done for the past few weeks.. haiz... life is just... =( what are we doing for? what we wanna achieve? i now dont even know i work so hard for the sake of who because my mother is very rich now i no need support her liao. i bring her go GIANT, SHENG SIONG X2, NTUC X2, SHOP AND SAVE in 1 week and buy alot of cny goodies and foodies but i think around half of the foodies were inside my big tummy~ u know why? cuz i paid for everything except a rice cooker! so dont let ppl have the advantage i ownself eat finish all 1st =(

i feel that life now has been more happy as i know where my $$ spent to.. at least for my family and myself and not for the minority. at least me and my mother are very happy now and my relationship with my father is still very good.. maybe grow older liao see more life makes me more treasure my parents although i did hate them alot last time =(

sometimes we might love the wrong person in any part of stages in life, people may says we were blind, they will say eh that person not worth it wan la, he/she not good wan la, he/she dont give a damm about u wan but sometimes its just our emotional and our minds that controls our everything so even we were to dig our own grave we will also finds it worthy =(

so my mother call me to look open abit =( i think she can see that im feeling very sad~ even my honey nabei can sees that i feel very sad but i donno how she can see wan.. i thot only my mother can really see hows i feel cuz she give birth to me.. why am i so sad~ wat am i sad over with? who can make such an impact in my life? if theres anyone who can control my emotion... =(

and yesterday just paid 3 bills the standard cable tv bills, hp bills, house telephone bills and internet bills nabei really very painful like tt $400 gone =( i must know where to go and sell my butt to earn $$ to pay for so much expenses now =(

haiz i donno wat to say liao.. today is not my day.. everyday is just not my day.. even the tv are showing such a sad show now how am i going to be happy =( donno what should i do =( any suggestions???

to my dear bao bei xiao ke ai act yi ge miss tay orh peng~ dont so sad le! also not 1st time A380! slowly u will used to it le.. now we have to rely on each other liao.. someone had her true love only left the 2 of us very poor thing a poor catty and a poor piggy =(

this is how i feel.... =(

感情不是靠争取的，是你的就是你的，不是你的你怎么在想也是没用的。。=(
这就是爱情。。我不想忘记你，我只想你永远活在我的记忆里。。=(
你不属于我的，我俩只是在彼此擦肩而过的生命的旅程。。=(

2009-01-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

MY POOR DARLING BAO BEI XIAO BAI DOGGY IS SICK~! OMG HEART PAIN TO SEE HER GET SICK CUZ WE MISSED HER GOSSIP WITH ME AND CATTY IN MSN. MY POOR DARLING FASTER GET WELL OK WE MISS U DIP DIP

today is so so so tired~ not much sleep but not good from the doctor result.. got a letter to CGH to see the si mi gasterology bla bla bla wan.. think is really going to have curry pork i think my bao bei catty will be the first 1 to come and eat cuz she is eyeing my asset very long already =(see so act yi ge i like it =D

tml gonna do the checklist and im still stucked here, proj management are not going my way now i really hope to cope well with this stupid cds! and more and more stress from school is coming so very very sian..

then she wanna act yi ge again act pathetic but act pathetic no use at the end she still have to eat her self cooked instant noodles! poor her =D

i think wat my mother says is true~ its just a bonus of knowing u, its my honour to have u so she call me not to go think so much so i just go and die now is the best solution.. im so tired tired tired tired~!!!

2009-01-11T06:00:00.001+08:00

just watch red cliff 2 with miss j at gold class tonite!
the movie was fucking awesome
confirm chop chop is 10/10 rating movie!!
and gold class was shiok! thanks miss j for the treats
she very good treat me watch gold class...
then sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
and back home
total happiness and shiokness tonite

lesson learned from the movie:
A man will die in the lust of a women......

2009-01-09T03:16:00.000+08:00

how i hope life could be more fair and more balance.
i dont know its call group project or individual project
everyone is just pushing all the task to one another and lastly
it ends up to nobody
thats human, they wan free thing
they dont wanna work much
but gets the most credit
a single minor mistake
will always be mistook by others
complains and ranting from them
will not do any good
hello peeps!
its the last sem last term
and the last time we will be working as a group members
there will be no other chance
can just work hard together and stop
putting all the blames to me???
i know i got fault
but u are not perfect
everyone is enjoying their sleep now
but i cant
and i cant complain
people are escaping from the reality
but complaining to others on the other side
this is not to put any blame on anyone or whoever the motherfucker
this is just call LLST
LAN LAN SUCK THUMB
diam diam and do the fucking work.

2009-01-05T05:22:00.000+08:00

i donno wat am i doing at these hour but 1 thing for sure is to come here and rant abit abit wan.. tml class 10am til 4pm! CRM, Service quality, Project managment technopreneurship all very sucks wan.. i still have to endure and work hard for the remaining 1 month.. i really wish to work hard hard and so i can get my diploma.. spend so much $$ already nv get very wasted plus im not like some people father got gold bowl for him to shit everyday already me is peasant need to work hard for own everyday living wan.

that is the difference from an elite and a peasant, an elite have a gold bowl to shit everyday, father supp card to supp supp everytime when shopping, papa sukar sukar pop 1 merz or audi or bmw anytime their son cries for it, simply said.. they are human without bones.. put out hand got money take open mouth got rice eat wan.. thats wat my mother told me.. they just cries and they will have everything they have but they will just remain like that.. no difference from a 3 years old kid..

whereas a pesant have to have a place to shit everyday.. no father mother supp supp card no father mother money only can depends on ownself to source out money to eat.. just like cant eat full wont die of hunger everyday.. only can stand at roadside and admire people driving sport car dashing pass them at a very fast speed and very powerful engine sound like BOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMM~~~~ they can only have to dream about and trying everytime to work hard to achieve it which they cant rant about it...

so life is just so unfair rite? the elites will have so much time of their own to gossip and talk bad things create more things after they add in the salt and vinegar into the conversation which will eventually explode the volcano wan.. and please i wanna make this clear too~ im a pesant who is very poor living in a 3 room flat with my mother no money no credit card got owe alot of creditor only. have to work to earn own $$ and cant take any from my parents wan so where on earth lim bei can go buy things for people leh??

sometimes talk must use abit of the brain ma.. no brain also must use abit of the backside ma.. no backside at least use some of ur hmmmmmmmm heart ma.. wan gossip also must think of that person 1st ma.. its not say that u have a retarded face means i will show sympathy to u wan leh.. i will only go take 1 special olympics form for u to participate and get honours back for us wan leh... how on earth a peasant can afford to buy things for people when he has no $$ to eat everyday....

haiz....

some people are just borned with retarded faces...
i donno why...
im angry tonite!
wrong!
its this morning!

2009-01-02T16:33:00.001+08:00

Start of 2009 dont so so well because i did not attend school today! its a very bad thing i know.. but i manage to complete the service quality journal and think must do the group project already.. really cannot play play a fool die die must chiong 1 diploma out if not really very jia lat wan =(

still cant really be happy for 2009.. i think it will be a quite bad year for me too.. my gastric is still killing me for donno wat the kuku reason and my mother just gave me eat this medicine eat that medicine think anyhow eat more u all will come my house downstair eat my curry chicken liao..

no 1 loves to be a substitute.. its just like the same theory as a soccer games.. no one loves to be left at the bench and just watch the game playing on and just came out as a substitute when needed.. when not needed can just throw u alone at the bench.. this logic apply to alot of areas in life where human are concerned. some people may be the 1st piority choose when its the team selection and some can only be the last resort in a game.. but in life not u can choose whatever u wan.. its left for other people to choose.. haiz... wats the point...

a pic to start my very bad 2009 !!!
a very start of 2009.. WTF is u love me how MANY?? si mi ang mo???

u should know who type this...

it would be best to save money then to earn tons of money.. saving up the money rather then trying hard to earn as much money as possible is useless cuz in the end u will also spend away on useless stuffs then no money again so i think saving money is better then earning lots of money..

i dont feel good today no mood today restless today sleepy today boring today and maybe buying a PES 2009 game later!

haiz haiz haiz.... i dont expect much from u but i dont expect nothing from u

2008-12-31T19:37:00.002+08:00

2008 is leaving us.. welcoming 2009..
2008 is the year i turn 21 also..
and a very happening year to me..
a year which i think will change me alot because i seen through alot of things
frens, money, lies, loves, betray, alot alot..

Jan 08 is such a good start.. but its also a dead ending for me..
Feb i think not much things happen...
March i finally gotten my class 3 license.. 1st attempt and was so happy...
1st car i drove: Toyota Vios
then i still drove wat car before...
Honda Stream (i love this car alot)
Honda Fit
Subaru Imprezza
Mitsubishi Lancer
Mitsubishi EX
Hyundai Sonata
Nissan Sunny
Nissan Slphy
Mitsubishi Colt
Toyota IST
TOYOTA COROLLA LAO COK COK (BANG BANG FATHER CAR ! )

then the MAS SALEMAT toilet break case.. til now still cannot find him very good...

and i know alot of new good frens.. i lost alot of good frens.. i know alot of people.. i lsot alot of people..

i know...

JOY NG BAO BAO she is very good very cute very friendly very nice to talk to.. got spilt personality wan.. i like it.. and her cookies is damm nice i tell u.. better then famous amos..

Anita the tata she also very good to me.. she always laugh at my big fat butt wan.. then scold me shameless i donno why

Ruth Wee Ah Hui she also very steady say wan cook lunch box from me from 3.1 til now 3.2 finishing she still learning how to cook.. very good.. then everytime go clubbing wan...

Bao Bei Tay Wan Wan the Miss Act Yi ge always wan to act.. acting is her forte her standard sure sure thanks yeah u too =D

Jena the always ni hen huai ni hen huai....

and the biggest news!

MANCHESTER UNITED BECOME THE DOUBLE after winnin the EPL and CL~

and then the 1st time i bought a LV wallet.. using my own hard earn money to buy the feeling is so shiok.. its better then people give wan like no motivation wan.

and then the breakway stay at siloso beach resort alone.. enjoying to the fullest after a hard work during june and early july.. really very happening.. and the hairpin u left for me when u left...

SIP for WYWY which is the most damm sexciting life i could ever get in my whole 21 useless life.. everyday clock in sleep do abit project watch movie go shopping like do nothing and in the end we still can pass our SIP wan.. super shiokness and unforgettable wan i guess! my darling and love will agree to it the most!

watching GOLD CLASS the 1st time in 2008 also.. the movie was the HULK! then also bought a new TV for my house..

all my best buddy all enlisted to NS.. those frens for 9 years 10 years wan.. my fav koh chee chee chew bang bang tan beng beng tan ah tat chia feng feng, all good frens since sec 1.. i love them all very much especialy koh chee che he very sexy and cute wan.

Augsut when i see u depart.. Spet i know u... u bring me alot of sadness in my heart.. although we are apart now but sometimes i will still think of u...

and my darling start to become famous liao.. from a salesgirl to a showgirl to photoshoots to now very famous alot of people finding her to be models to let them shoot wan.. my darling is the only best fren and best piak piak buddy i had for 2008, she always share those sad things with me happy she will drop me alone wan..

1st time i fall into debts.. big debts... learnt alot of bad debts.. people owe me $$ dont wan pay i owe people alot of $$ til people come my house hang pig head..

me and darling did a very eccentric thing.. we meet at 4 plus am and eat supper where we still need to go for class at 10am later on...

i had my 21st birthday....

~RESOLUTION FOR 2009~

earn more $$$
people return my $$$
better health.. cuz i donno wat happen to my gastric, not well for this few days liao think going to up lorry liao..
GET MY DIPLOMA
fuck that cb mother fucker idiotic ass donomic that fucking cb kia hope he die so we will change a new project managment teahcer cuz he is really very cb no 1 likes him wan
and to save $$$
go to ns~
hopefully to get to study uni...

and i think im gonna stop now..

2008-12-29T03:13:00.001+08:00

OH School reopening tml~ the last sem! last term of my life in TP! lots of projects to be done! so sexcited for the next 2 months which will ends my poly life. and i just packed my bag and goin to sleep soon!

oh 31/12/2008 is coming! wat is ur resolution for 2009? my resolution is to have more more money and those who owe me money can give me back all my money then i will be very happy.

ok. to dear Miss J!! dont so bad mood liao.. me ish peasant only no $$$ deliver flower to u wan. so i dedicated this flower to u~ so u ish will feel that u have no monday blues or watever kuku bad mood in ur heart already!

hope u like it! no $$ buy real flower ish like that wan hope u dont mind okies~

ok im off to bed and see my darling chicken face again tml!!

2008-12-27T17:15:00.001+08:00

Yo~ today my father suddenly call me say he picked me up in 30mins time bring me go makan makan so shiok~ and have a long talk with him with hinting me about everything that i am doing.. he somehow like still ok with it.. i love my father.. i love my mother.. my father is very serious when talking to me while my mother is all the while bullshitting to me only wan..

then came home chat with my beloved bao bei wan wan.. even though we dont have bao bei xiao bai but that dosent stop us from chatting happily (this shows how unimportant xiao bai is) and ok.. i sent her a few songs.. nice nice songs but she keep scold me say me and even sexposed me in her blog dip dip and still upload to imeem and let ppl go listen.. narnia ehs all those is really nice song ma donnno why she donno how to appreciate.. no wonder no 1 appreciate her =(

and this piggy that my bao bei found was so cute hor!! and she dont wan send me this pic she wan me go print screen from her blog lo =( see how bad she is...

my darling xiao bai bai doggy is better....

this 1 seems to have more heart lo..
my darling bao bei xiao bai bai im gonna see ur chicken face later!
so miss u~!!

and i also wanna sexposed her!!!

the end :D
chatting with my bao bei wan wan is always so full of nonsense and laughter :)

2008-12-27T03:21:00.000+08:00

~HAPPY BOXING DAY~
hows your boxing session today?

yesterday doggy call me... it goes like this....
eh darling tml meet u 2pm at bedok with baobei to call chicken together ok.. then i ask how u come.. 23 change 69 lo.. then i very shock..

today 1219pm... a sms came..
eh darling i headache and giddy i think i never meet u and baobei call chicken liao.. maybe meet u later go bugi or wat lo..
then i reply i need to be back home by 8 cuz i got curfew..
she straight aiya then dont meet lo... wat this means =(

but who cares about her..

me meet my baobeiwanwan go donno where to have our piak piak session then came back bedok to call chicken then we 2 very auntie uncle go nutc shopping for grocceries like CARROT, CUCUMBER, etc etc... then came home and stay at home til now and sleep soon cuz tml i haveto wake up at 12pm!!! =(

im so happy that all my botak frens are out and clearing their leaves so we can have more times to meet up cuz i miss them so much.. people like koh chee chee chew bang bang tan beng beng tan tat tat chia yuan yuan =)

sometimes i donno wat u wan.. u are the only one that i cant guess wat are u thinking.. hopefully wat i predict is true and hopefully u will just disappear totally in my life... im tired to play this game.. i so hope that i really really never known u in the first place.. u are just too attractive... all i have to say its... im seriously tired in this thing call love.

2008-12-25T06:59:00.001+08:00

me and my darling xiao bai bai
wishes

~Merry Sexmas to everybirdy~

i know everyone is spending their chirstmas eve happily but im alone at home until andrew, priscilla, monkey and stan came over to have some chit chat session with me..

before that i walk to 7-11 buy some drinks and tibits.. narnia eh saw 3 ah beng 2 ah lians and the ah lian still wear those super ming xian fake eye lashes until like 1/4 of it drops off already then make up is as thick as my fats... then stare stare stare like wan beat me up... lucky i hum ji dont dare to stare back them and pay my stuffs and walk quickly back home :)

later hopefully bao bao is goin to meet me! she haven pass me my birthday present! then i wanna go dating with bao bao cuz i haven seen her for ages... but i tok to her nearly everyday! and everynite after i talk to her i will ask myself why i was born in 1987!!!

ok its going 7am! im goin to catch some sleep~

hopefully i can get another phone in the next few days.
a ps3 will be a bonus
i think i will stick it with my lappy and not buy a pc.
i wanna work hard!

and i bid 2 things tonite when i was eating table with my mother today... but no camera to take no no picture to post. wait for me to buy a new phone!
SE C905???
Nokia N85???
Nokia Carbon Arte???
i have only this 3 phones in mind......

ok my girlfren i upload the picture for u to see already :D

i hope i never know u before and thus will never like u before and thus will never hurt before...

2008-12-24T04:43:00.002+08:00

ok its time for some updatessss... im 21 already and i still haven got a chance to watch R21 film. this year birthday was a simple yet fun and enjoyable wan. thanks to those who wish me happy birdday and curse those who never wish me =(

ok on friday my bao bei wan wan, darling xiao bai bai, dear small head ling came over my house without letting me know and hence they saw me half naked and i only got a few pics where they took dozens of pics without sending me =)

my first birdday kueh... and the cake taste so sucks...

i only got this pic with my bao bei... the rest i dont have it....

they bought this food which i dont eat to my house and eat with me...
then they sit less then a hour then they go liao cuz they dont wish to see more of me..
so thats wat i have on that day... poor thing....

saturday nite my beloved koh chee chee, chew bang bang, ah long qin, ang ta yi, janet liam, elaine heng came over my house also... nowadays people likes to give suprise~~!!

the cake they bought for me.. but u see the candle wax.. lol because when they came i was in the toilet pang sai-ing thats why by the time i came out of the toilet the candle only left with 1/2.. but nvm just eat the cake and i like the character~!

and they gave this to me as my birdday prsent.. and bang bang still owes me a dolly! a sex dolly!!!

on the actual day.. i got only 1 fren came which is Miss J~ need to thank her for helping me~

my birdday cake.. isnt it very nice???

nice nice cake~!

me and my chao ah lian mother.. need to thank her for suffering 21 years ago when im inside her stomach and she squeeze me so hard out from her vagina.. and of cuz the upbringing of me and gaving me a super big butt for people to laugh and tease at =(

and my birdday prsent again~

and still got 1 more gift but i no camera to take it down cuz i just sold my phone away today and apparently i have no phone to use.. no choice with a bucket of debts to be paid off.. im just a poor guy who gets more and more poor as days goes by...

and i still haven got my cookies from bao bao...
PAGING FOR JOY NG BAO BAO****

knowing u makes me know that loving a person is not easy
u makes me understand wat love consist of
if wat u have is called love
then there will have noe true love anymore
in this world

i promise my darling xiao bai bai that i will buy her a gucci wallet for her when she turns 21 next year! omg im so good to her man!! no choice.. she's the best piak piak buddy i have now only.. some people deserve to be pamper some just deserve to be shot.

i love your fatty face dip dips wan okies!

i hope that u will like it....

i need to work hard... i need to get back whatever i lost previously...

*THE END*

2008-12-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

My 1st birdday present from my mother....
GOLD CHAIN!
old people is like that wan donno why must die die buy this type of thing rather then my rolex =(
but nvm this wan can keep and pawn next time when i am bankrupt~

My 2nd birdday present from myself~!
isnt it cute??
sexy mickey mouse

and yesterday my bao bei wan wan, dear small head ling and precious darling xiao bai bai came over to my house~ cuz sunday they were not free. this is the only pic i have and the rest are with them.

i still have no mood for tml...
i miss u so much.....

2008-12-18T17:59:00.000+08:00

i got my 1st birthday present already~! sho happy! 21st birdday really different! i like it! and i ordered my birthday cake already~! sexy and chio wan.. sunday 3pm who wanna come please just come who donno my add please ask me, although my house is very small =( but nvm small is good can cramp cramp together then touch here touch there easily! better then go clubbing rubba rubba~

i seriously dont have the mood to go anywhere with my present state now. sorry to those who i A380, can come my house eat my cake if u wan! i wan Miss J, Miss X, Miss W, Miss K, and still got Miss wat i left out u all filled in yourselves!

2008-12-18T02:22:00.001+08:00

im super upset. seriously now i have totally no mood for anything. i dont even have the mood to celebrate my stupid birthday. this year is really very unlucky for me, whatever i do is just not right, every right thing i done became a wrong. no one know my situation and i dont owe anyone any money or any fucking reasons, i dont know how come will end up like that. sometimes i hate human, i hate everybody. i think being alone is better for me. watever celebration watever outing will be cancelled cuz i really dont have the mood. i think its better to mia again.bye

你永远不懂我伤悲
像白天不懂夜的黑

2008-12-17T04:01:00.000+08:00

i donno if its a good luck to me or a bad wan for me. i shall keep my fingers crossed for tml, i need to get wat i am require to have by tml nite or i will be a dead meat.. so its a good thing happening to me or a rather bad bad one no one knows.

on a happier side~ i boost the economy today! i went out totally alone today, was quite fun and enjoyable cuz i get to see things that i wanna see and scouting for some christmas present for all my frens but as i walk and think walk and think i found out that actually i dont have much true frens so i didnt get any present~

i went to chop my mushroom head and do some donno wat treatment to the useless head since its 50% rebate during my birthday month. after that i walk around marina square alone again, go to Nike and buy a new pair of socks cuz no money buy shoes. then go creative see see their new speaker but i still prefer my klipsch very much. then walk to royal sporting house walk walk see see look look never buy anything. then lacoste see see they got offer 1 classic polo tee @ $79 but need to buy at least 2. i prefer burberry polo but i no money buy burberry so ended up didnt buy anything. then..........

i walk from marina sqaure to penis-ular shopping center, while i was walking i saw alot of pretty girl girl very shiok lucky i nv take bus go there. then walk from level 1 to level 4 level 4 to basement 1 without buying anything again. saw the man u home jersey with champion league printing rooney and the champion league badge @ $169 i was like nin na bei chow kuku $169 i might as well go burberry buy 1 polo wear better so nv buy. but it was welly welly nice with the printing hehe~!

then after walking the whole building i went to funan shopping center walk walk again~ roam shop to shop and up to challenger and walk the whole level 6 but this time i got buy something liao.. cannot never buy anything or else people will scold me wan.. so i went to buy 1 thumbdrive cuz mine lost at school lab and its really very ccb to lost something wan! then buy a new modem router for my home. when ask tt fellow for help he very good he assist me in every question and before i buy i ask him....

please look at my thumbdrive and not the ** :(

my house use wireless G or N better.. he ask me back.. how big ur house.. i say very small 3 room flat then he say G very good for a small house for me already. wow so cool~ i love his answer so i buy the G instead of the N. shopping til happy happy liao take cab go 511 eat~ thistime not alone.. got mother and her boyfriend but i was eating alone.. they see me too pity whole day go out alone so they acc me eat then see them so good i treat them eat dinner~

the wireless G i bought! $102 and its a very good modem!!

then came home configure the stupid modem til ok.. then i watch the 3d anime of resident evil: Degeneration, it was very nice.. then i alone sit and relax and eat popcorn and watch the movie.. really very nice anime movie as i dont watch anime wan but the graphics was really very good.. they make the girl until very pretty and ahem ahem...

tml im meeting my father~ so happy, he want bring me go mouth restaurant eat eat~ although he now no money already but still bring me there eat i very happy, i also no money.. then tml think gonna stay at home after that already. suddenly i think that alone going out is quite fun and enjoyable u can see wat u wanna see buy wat u wanna buy without any complains~ next time got chance i wanna try go shopping alone again~ roam taka and paragon next time!

oh 4 more days to my birdday :)
11 more days to school reopen :(

i swear that its not because of fiona thats why i bough this week 8 days....

i cant watch 还我鸡汤 using mobtv so angry!!

2008-12-13T22:23:00.001+08:00

fuck sia.. its should be a happy day for me but i donno why im feeling more sad and unhappy then anyone else. fuck sia really is fuck fuck fucking mood.

2008-12-12T17:35:00.001+08:00

~lovely piggy, cutey catty, whitey doggy~

yesterday piggy go out with catty and doggy~! its such a fun enjoyable outing with my darling doggy and baobei catty, it very fun and filled with laughter outing with catty make up so thick just for a supper and doggy without any single make up which makes her look like a very ugly girl.

she is very fugly hor???

then alot of happening stuff happened, let me recall.. the most 经典is when doggy receive a call then her dark blue shorts suddenly become BLACK~! just a call then suddenly wet til whole pants become black colour lo =(

another is "eh u got hear wat my frens say anot arh?? dont have arh.. wa heng u didnt heard wat he says..." then for less then 2 secs she says this "i tell u wat my frens says.. he says that you....." then i was like WTF u tell ppl say heng u nv heard then u go tell tt fellow.. i donno girl come da yi ma is it got as siao as our doggy anot or donno is it catty didnt teach her well???

a pic to let u rest ur eyes while reading... see doggy without make up is chiu wan ok??

food food food alot of food then cant finished wan i ta bao today be my breakfast~ after eating at 248 we go walk walk at geylang then i wan buy longan doggy and catty say i very uncle.. buy longan go home eat also uncle meh.. i dont understand the 2 animal lo =(

then after that send doggy and catty home then i go home. donno when we got the chance to go heart to heart talk again~!
my bao bei catty and darling doggy~~ i love it

then came home chat with doggy and catty til morning 6 plus b4 i go and sleep~! my mother says my passport change to american passport already. then today at home do nth and i remember i got 1 new is today birdday wan but i forget who is him/her liao haha...

i just dislike people who love acting, why dont join mediacock if u loves to act so much? nabuey phua chicky pie makes me boil my blood til i got high blood pressure nin neh neh de bo neh neh pok

ok i wanna watch yi nan wang already~! and i love 还我鸡汤 soooooooooooo much =)

and this pic is to end my post =(

2008-12-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

jia lats mens my head still feel very pain =( staying at home the whole day not like someone later can go romantic and wash car romantic u splash water at me i splash water at you and play wet t-shirt game. then me poor thing later goin cousin birdday then see tonite my dearest bao bei wan wan the super cute and pretty and pimple-less chio girl wanna meet me for supper and HEART TO HEART TALK but dont put too much hope on her cuz she can A380 u anytime wan =)

and i donno why girls are so indecisive when their da yi ma come wan.. suddenly say eh friday go leh.. then sudenly eh cannot la friday many people go on tuesday then me is confirm tuesday liao then suddenly choo pattern again eh arbo friday la more eaiser and convenient then suddenly ki siao again say eh dont wan la tuesday better i think.
(ok this is definately not said by my frens cuz i dont have frens that are so siao wan.. just quote from someone conversation)

and its countdown to my birdday already~! 10 more days... wee wee~~ no party no chalet no celebration nothing so can booked me to celebrate with me if u wan~! Dates opening to celebrate is from 19/12/2008-25/12/2008 but im fully booked from 19th to the 25th so im opening another slot on boxing day so we can go play boxing together~!!

ok this is my birthday wish:

to be happy.. frankly speaking im not happy this year, too much bad things and bad memories and i hope that i can be happy and stay happy with no worries.. (tts impossible)

CASH CASH AND MORE CASH~! I NEED MONEY DESPERATELY

Rolex =(

Gold Barssssss

Lastly Big Mouth Women, mouth big big de women!

ok enough of my nonsense...

and i had a very good and shiok dream this morning! sorry not wet dream cuz i know darling xiao bai bai will say wet dream wan. donno is it miss that person miss too much til at nite u will dream of that person hor.. but its so sweet and happy la i love it even if its just happen in my dream =(

go my cousin birdday soon! see my 2 precious cutie lil cousins!!!

2008-12-10T19:21:00.000+08:00

i donno why i am having bad head pain for these 2 days and nites. knn 1 sided pain but no sign of giddy and just pain pain pain and i donno why so pain anyone can explain to me why my head keep so pain wan??

and i donno why whenever im meeting Miss J i will be late wan i seriously dont understand why. then walk here walk there and because of the stupid weather that day and the amount of people then make it very crowded at orchard then at nite she go dating with other boi boi i go dating with other ger ger

wa my head is pain til like gonna explode then i cant really focus and study, but due to my good classmates they are very good so i think i can pass my service term test without any problem :D and so now term break starts til 28/12. . . . . .

and so fast my birthday is coming!! my big 21! and 1st thing i wanna do is to go yangtze and watch those 三级片cuz i nv watched those before i only watch those 四级片wan. and a lonely christmas for me =( i think i go and have some rest cant stand the pain anymore narnia.

and kailing i have fulfill ur 1st and 4th wish here!

head very pain =(

2008-12-09T04:29:00.000+08:00

christmas is coming~ coming coming coming~~
i really have no choice but to stop everything already
can those kukubirds please have some heart and pay me back my money
ok i admit i love money

but i swear i love u more.
i dont like departures
but sometimes we cant decide
departing was a very sad thing
i have to plan wat i should do now...
i cant sleep.
think i go and study..
but study sucks..
i rather sleep
and study tml the whole day
and enjoy after wednesday
NMNHNLB = No Money No Honey No Body Love ME =(

2008-12-08T04:59:00.001+08:00

灯光也暗了音乐低声了
我的心开始想念了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

hais its a rainy nite again. its not a good nite, its just a very sad nite. im speechless.

Tears are words from the heart that cant be spoken =(

But you will never get to see these tears I cry
so u can never get to hear what's in my heart...
emo emo emo
=( =( =(

2008-12-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

hais... i think this few months is really a very bad one for me.
really after this year 2009 will be good?

this is how i feel now

2008-12-05T06:21:00.000+08:00

你說你愛了不該愛的人你的心中滿是傷痕
你說你犯了不該犯的錯心中滿是悔恨
你說你嚐盡了生活的苦找不到可以相信的人
你說你感到萬分沮喪甚至開始懷疑人生

早知道傷心總是難免的你又何苦一往情深
因為愛情總是難捨難分何必在意那一點點溫存
要知道傷心總是難免的在每一個夢醒時分
有些事情你現在不必問有些人你永遠不必等

真的永远不必再等了吗？难道我们就只有这个选择了吗？
我真不希望失去你但是我却在无意间慢慢的在你生命里救这样的消失了，
咳真不知道该做什么才好。。。

2008-12-05T05:16:00.000+08:00

aint she's cute???

ok i didnt went to CMPB to do my check up today due to the injury of my leg. it was amm pain til i couldnt even walk properly and hence went back home and change a new date to 21/1/2009 830am.. madness! and went to hospital for X-RAY today, doctor says my leg is not good.. they will do another bla bla bla tml and tell me the result tml. hopefuly will be some good news cuz til now im still feeling the pain. hais.. and was told to rest at least for a week. its not fun....

then meet up with my precious darling xiao bai bai doggy at TM cuz she wants to go watson and buy the durex donno wat new pattern wan.. then century square and buy offer cheap cheap thing and snatch from those aunties. dinner at din tai feng and i saw my 2 cute cousin!!! they are really very cute~!

the must order prawn fried rice! see le will feel hungry men!!!

Xiao Long Bao

Fried Wanton.
i donno wat she is doing.

tml afternoon should be meeting my bao bei wan wan for lunch.. its been so long since the both of us go call chicken together... so looking forward to it later! hehehahahoho.. and at nite.. nowhere to go.. no 1 for me to date.. anyone wanna let me date???????

this is how she feels when she's go out with me today =)

2008-12-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

i am very sad =( i suffer a nearly career ending injury while playing soccer just now =( now my leg is cannot walk.. but tml going to CMPB to do the medical check up.. i really hope i wont kena PES BP.

my leg blueblack til very blue and very black thats why called it blueblack. then the vein there pop up wan.. very er xin.. the bone there like got cracking sound.. and my mother help me do my leg for 1 hour plus then in the end says tml have to bring me go do a x-ray check up =(

today i am very sad~ i score so many goals.. so many beautiful goals but i injure my leg til like pig trotter now im very sad. my leg is like tekah~! bao bao u wanna eat tekah u can eat my leg =)

ok im very sad tonite.. no $$$~ plus injure til donno when can kick a ball already.. i cant even walk properly now.. 1st time i kena injured til so pain leh... hais.... even now sitting i can feel my leg is very hot and pain!! hais...... fate.....

see the right side the blueblack and the veins =(

wrap like pig trotter aka TEKAH =(

2008-12-03T15:43:00.000+08:00

I SLEPT FROM YESTERDAY AROUND 730PM TIL TODAY 140PM !! ZAI ANOT~~!
i think im just too tired phsycially, mentally and emotionally =(

okies.. firstly Happy Birthday to my precious shameless Anita aka kentata fiak chicken. grow older le must be more mature dont everyday scold me already ok. loves loves u.

finally judging had finished, major report had also submit to the respective lecturers, next wed will be the service quality and management term test and holiday starts again.. thats wat sch are.. happy happy here holiday there holiday wan. after which real stress will coming in...

-Technopreunership Project
-Customer Relastionship Project
-Service Quality and Management Project
-Project Management Project

but good thing its that there will have no final year exam and so my life in TP is ending soon...

my mother is starting to do some spring cleaning already, we are goin to have the chinese new year atmosphere soon! clean clean here clean clean there~ clean clean everywhere~!

praying for a good weathere today! no soccer yesterday very sad. tml gonna go for my army check up. i pray that i will down pes down til best no need serve army.. if not 8-5 is the best with no reservice next time. PRAY HARD HARD!!!

and i found 1 pic of SANTARINA which was told by Miss J.. at first i still donno wat Santarina ish i thot ish si mi banana ribina rihana~~ so google and found this pic and i understand why she say she ish my santarina =)

say really i donno still got wat to bullshit about already, and im not sure when will i ever gonna have the chance to see u once again. its just a sad ending and apart is the only choice that we have to face. and my life still goes on and the place only left with pure sad memories.

SPRING CLEANING~ PI PI PI~~~

so this ish SANTARINA.... =)